"I can never marry any man.... You don't know.... There are terrible
things--frightful things.... I am defiled, defiled.... And I love you...."
She turned suddenly and ran from the room, sobbing and panting as she ran.
He did not follow her, but looked after her with wide eyes into which
horror was making its way.
"_Defiled!_" he whispered once; then he stood erect, staring straight
before him while one might have counted to a hundred slowly. After that he
walked to the door of his private room, stepped inside, and shut the door
after him.
CHAPTER XIV
It had been with Potter as if he had stood upon a lofty height surveying
wonders and had fallen with incredible swiftness through darkness to
strike the ground with frightful impetus. He felt the shock of that impact
as if his physical body had been in collision instead of his soul....
_Defiled!_ The word was stamped in letters that burnt across his
consciousness; his brain groped and fumbled about it as if it were some
strange, monstrous thing no intelligence could grasp. Every other created
thing was obliterated.
That word stood isolated in the middle of his universe, and his thoughts,
mothlike, fluttered about it, singeing their wings in its flame. There was
no coherent thought, only dazed consciousness of an awful wound.
There came a rap on his door, which grew insistent. "Come in," he called,
mechanically, and a workman entered.
"Everything's ready. Maybe you'd like to look her over before you go
home."
"Eh?" said Potter. "What's that?"
The man repeated. "It's quitting-time," he added.
Quitting-time! It had been daylight when he entered his room; now darkness
had fallen. He had been unconscious of the unraveling of time.
"Hey, Mort, telegram for the boss," another voice called from the
machine-shop. Mort disappeared and presently placed the little yellow
envelope in Potter's hand. He opened it as an automaton might have opened
it.
"Leaving Washington to-day; arrive Detroit in morning," it said, and was
signed "Craig."
For a brief interval Potter was careless whether Major Craig ever arrived
or not. The whole matter seemed blurred, distant, as some vague memory....
Then came a sudden vivid clearness, a cold, painful clearness, akin to
that dreadful condition into which arrives a man who cannot sleep. There
was a white incandescence about his perceptions; something stark, sharply
distinct about realities. He leaped to his feet.
"Call the men here," he said.
The men came in, surprise showing on their faces.
"Boys," said Potter, "they're going to blow us up to-night."
The men burst into exclamation, interrogation.
"It's our turn," Potter said, and there was bitterness in his voice.
"German spies.... They're coming to-night. I've been--warned."
Perhaps he had it in his mind to make a request of them; perhaps he had
felt their loyalty to be such as to require no request of him in the
circumstances. None was needed.
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