"Your mother used to believe in a God," said von Essen, and there was the
hint of a sneer in his voice. "Do you take it from her?"
"I believe," she said, simply.
He strode to a bookcase, drew out a Bible, over which himself and fellow
German dabblers in materialistic philosophy had wrangled, and thrust it
before her. "Put your hand on it," he ordered. "Put your hand on it and
swear that you will never repeat to a human being what you know about this
business.... Swear!"
She drew back from her father, recoiling from the thing he demanded of
her. To her it seemed impious that her father's hands should touch that
book; blackly impious that he should drag it down into the mire of his own
unholy purposes.
"No," she whispered, "not that.... No."
"Yes, I say.... Swear."
Philip stepped a pace forward. "Wait," he said. "You're going at this like
a bull. Have a little sense about it, von Essen.... Listen, Miss von
Essen, this thing's no joke to your father. You've scared him, and he
ain't acting right. You listen to me a minute. Here's how we stand: If you
blow on us it's more 'n likely we dangle at the end of a rope. Just stop a
minute and see if you want your father dangling from a rope.... Not so
much on account of _him_, you understand, but on account of--your
mother...." He had seen the look on Hildegarde's face when Herman von
Essen had mentioned his wife, and a keen brain lay back of his sharp eyes.
"It's her you got to think of.... If she was alive it would kill her,
likely, to know her husband was hung for a spy. Now wouldn't it? She was a
good woman like you...."
"She was good ... good."
"To be sure.... And folks thinks of her as good. You got her memory to
look after, hain't you? Well?... Wouldn't folks begin to think things
about her if the man she picked out to marry was hung, public-like, and
the papers was full of him?"
She moaned and shut her eyes. She saw those papers with their screaming
headlines.
"And think of _you_. After all, he's your father. Nobody expects a
daughter to betray her father, and nobody thinks any better of her if she
does.... They'd say your father was a traitor to the country, but that you
was a traitor to your own flesh and blood. I know folks, Miss von Essen,
and that's how they'd look at it. They'd point to you and say, 'There's
the girl that got her father hung.' And you couldn't never bear that....
It's a bad mess any way you look at it, and there hain't any way out of it
for you but to keep quiet.... Jest make believe you don't know anything.
You'd catch it double, Miss. Once for givin' away your father, and once
for bein' the daughter of a spy that was hung.... Your mother would 'a'
stood by him like it was her duty to do. Bein' as she's gone, you're sort
of in her place...."
"Mother," Hildegarde said, in a voice so low there was almost no sound
above a breath. She bowed and touched her lips to the cold leather. "I
swear," she said.... "And now may I go? I'm--so--tired."
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