sounded like plainsong. An impossible hubbub, a hum of voices angry as
swarming bees, the squeals of five or six girls who ran in and out, and
dived up dark passages and darted back into the crowd; all these
mingled together till his ears quivered. A young fellow was playing the
concertina, and he touched the keys with such slow fingers that the
tune wailed solemn into a dirge; but there was nothing so strange as
the burst of sound that swelled out when the public-house doors were
opened.
He walked amongst these people, looked at their faces, and looked at
the children amongst them. He had come out thinking that he would see
the English working class, “the best-behaved and the best-tempered
crowd in the world,” enjoying the simple pleasure of the Saturday
night’s shopping. Mother bought the joint for Sunday’s dinner, and
perhaps a pair of boots for father; father had an honest glass of beer,
and the children were given bags of sweets, and then all these worthy
people went decently home to their well-earned rest. De Quincey had
enjoyed the sight in his day, and had studied the rise and fall of
onions and potatoes. Lucian, indeed, had desired to take these simple
emotions as an opiate, to forget the fine fret and fantastic trouble of
his own existence in plain things and the palpable joy of rest after
labour. He was only afraid lest he should be too sharply reproached by
the sight of these men who fought bravely year after year against
starvation, who knew nothing of intricate and imagined grief, but only
the weariness of relentless labour, of the long battle for their wives
and children. It would be pathetic, he thought, to see them content
with so little, brightened by the expectation of a day’s rest and a
good dinner, forced, even then, to reckon every penny, and to make
their children laugh with halfpence. Either he would be ashamed before
so much content, or else he would be again touched by the sense of his
inhumanity which could take no interest in the common things of life.
But still he went to be at least taken out of himself, to be forced to
look at another side of the world, so that he might perhaps forget a
little while his own sorrows.
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