And the whole air and wonder of the ancient forest came back to him. He
had found his way to the river valley, to the long lovely hollow
between the hills, and went up and up beneath the leaves in the warm
hush of midsummer, glancing back now and again through the green
alleys, to the river winding in mystic esses beneath, passing hidden
glens receiving the streams that rushed down the hillside, ice-cold
from the rock, passing the immemorial tumulus, the graves where the
legionaries waited for the trumpet, the grey farmhouses sending the
blue wreaths of wood smoke into the still air. He went higher and
higher, till at last he entered the long passage of the Roman road, and
from this, the ridge and summit of the wood, he saw the waves of green
swell and dip and sink towards the marshy level and the gleaming yellow
sea. He looked on the surging forest, and thought of the strange
deserted city mouldering into a petty village on its verge, of its
encircling walls melting into the turf, of vestiges of an older temple
which the earth had buried utterly.
It was winter now, for he heard the wail of the wind, and a sudden gust
drove the rain against the panes, but he thought of the bee’s song in
the clover, of the foxgloves in full blossom, of the wild roses,
delicate, enchanting, swaying on a long stem above the hedge. He had
been in strange places, he had known sorrow and desolation, and had
grown grey and weary in the work of letters, but he lived again in the
sweetness, in the clear bright air of early morning, when the sky was
blue in June, and the mist rolled like a white sea in the valley. He
laughed when he recollected that he had sometimes fancied himself
unhappy in those days; in those days when he could be glad because the
sun shone, because the wind blew fresh on the mountain. On those bright
days he had been glad, looking at the fleeting and passing of the
clouds upon the hills, and had gone up higher to the broad dome of the
mountain, feeling that joy went up before him.
He remembered how, a boy, he had dreamed of love, of an adorable and
ineffable mystery which transcended all longing and desire. The time
had come when all the wonder of the earth seemed to prefigure this
alone, when he found the symbol of the Beloved in hill and wood and
stream, and every flower and every dark pool discoursed a pure ecstasy.
It was the longing for longing, the love of love, that had come to him
when he awoke one morning just before the dawn, and for the first time
felt the sharp thrill of passion.
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