Husband and wife -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
When it was finished and Jimmie had waded down through breast-deep
January drifts to the railroad station to mail the manuscript, and had
come back with empty hands, Augusta sat down and cried bitterly. She
had gotten to so love the book that, toward the end, every physical
touch that she gave it was a caress. And now that it was gone it seemed
almost as though a little fledgling boy of theirs had been driven out
into a cold, blustering world to make his way alone.
But Jimmie was crafty in waiting, and wise in ways to disappoint
disappointment.
"Don't let them see that we're anxious, darling," he counselled warily.
"Let's just keep saying that we don't care a rap, and that we expect
it to be rejected anyway. Then maybe it'll get by." He had all of an
Ethiopian's superstition that the little gods of mischief were always
watching around to snatch away the thing on which one set his heart too
openly.
"We'll get right to work on something else," he said, holding Augusta
curled up in his lap and petting her, "and pretend that we've forgotten
all about it." He remembered grim, waiting days in the past when he had
listened to the postman's whistle and had not dared to go down like a
man to see what the mail had brought him, but had peeped shame-faced
down the stairs at the hall table where the letters were piled, always
expecting to see the thick neat packet of manuscript that meant another
hope rejected.
Now it was all different, for he had another to think of. And his
anxiety was not for the outcome itself so much as it was to save
Augusta from the bitterness of a first crushing disappointment. The
best that they could expect--he tried to tell her--was that the book
might be considered, and, perhaps, if they could make the changes that
the publisher would be sure to want, might be finally accepted. But, in
any case, it would be at least a year before the book would bring them
anything, either advertising or reputation or money, or anything else.
In the very first place they must begin to write some things that might
be quickly turned into money. They must do some short stories at once.
He had some, Jimmie said, which had been bumping around in his head all
the time while he had been busy with the book. Now he would round them
up and put them to work. They must make some money right away.
If Augusta wondered at his sudden anxiety about money, she did not ask
questions. She was not incurious, but she never pried. She knew that he
was sensitive about money, and that he was becoming more so. But she
did not know of any new reason for his hurry to make money. She had
known vaguely that he must have borrowed money that time when he had
bought Donahue back for her, but she knew that he would not wish to be
questioned on the matter, and she had refrained from speculating on it.
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