Husband and wife -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Augusta was in this, as in so many things, different from any woman
whom Wardwell had ever known or imagined. Like all people that live a
great deal within themselves, the things that were her own, even the
little things, had a sacred and a touching value to Augusta. If a thing
was not entirely her own she did not care for it at all. She wanted
nothing near her that she had to share in any way with another person.
Wardwell remembered that she had once given away her best coat because
another girl had put it on herself just for a moment to see how she
would look in it. And as for the loaf of her love, so far from being
able to think of sharing it with anyone, he knew that the thought that
another had even looked at it would be enough to spoil it for Augusta.
And he, with this full knowledge of her fiercely proud little heart,
had brought another woman in to despoil the sacred shrine of Augusta's
love. He knew that she had thanked him for getting her pet back for her
as the dearest thing he had ever done for her. And now when she should
come to know the truth--as she would--it would embitter her to know
that she owed it to another woman.
As the letters continued to come and the worry and humiliation of
keeping up what seemed like an intrigue grew upon him he moodily wished
that Augusta might learn the truth.
He could not tell her, for the very fact that must be his excuse, that
he had done what he did for the love of her, would be the very reason
why Augusta would resent his going to another woman. Explanations were
always useless to Augusta. She cared not at all for the details. She
would understand instantly, he thought, and understand more justly than
he could tell her. But she would be mortally hurt.
It did not occur to him that Augusta would be just like every other
woman. He never thought that Augusta in the supreme test when her love
was threatened, would lose her almost inspired insight and go blind to
everything except the one condemning fact--that he was corresponding
secretly with another woman.
When the end came, when he came home that day to learn that Augusta
had left him, and to read her note with its stark and yet prophetic
finality, he was stunned by this thing which he had expected least of
all.
The first emotion that he remembered was a furious anger with Augusta.
It seemed that she had read but a part of one of the letters and had
immediately jumped to the worst of conclusions. He was angry with
Augusta, he remembered now, not because she had gone, but because she
had allowed herself to be stupid.
How could she have misunderstood? Why should she have misjudged him
so? She must have been deliberately blind, for Augusta had not only an
unerring instinct for truth she had also a keenness of judgment such as
he had hardly ever seen in man or woman.
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