The Hills of Refuge: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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The Hills of Refuge: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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"'Bother about it'! How can you use such words? You see, you are not in
my place. You can't realize how I feel. I want to see him. I want to
look into his face, as--as I am looking into yours now, and tell him
just how I feel and what he has done for me. I want to repay him. I want
to tell him that there is nothing--nothing under high heaven I would not
do for him. I want him to tell me what to do in all this darkness that
has gathered about me and is stifling hope and life out of me, young as
I am. I want to be his faithful friend till the end of time. I want to
serve him--to be his slave--anything."
Charles rose to his feet awkwardly. "I--I see how you feel, Miss
Rowland," he said. "But I am afraid I am keeping you from your duties.
By the way, your father has gone over to Dodd's. He came by the field
and asked me to tell you that he would not be back till about bedtime."
Mary got up also. She reached out and took his arm and walked with him
to the other end of the veranda. He felt her hand trembling. She pressed
his arm against her side. "You shall not go yet!" she cried,
passionately. "I have been beating about the bush. I know that you did
that thing. I've known it all day. No one else knows, but I do--and it
has made me so happy. I could not have taken it from any one else, but I
want to take it from you. I want to take it, because I know you wanted
to give it. I know how you feel about me, and I want you to know how I
feel about you."
Had the heavens split above him, dropping flames of celestial fire, he
could not have felt more ecstatic. She had suddenly paused and lifted
her wondrous face to his. Her beautiful lips hung quivering like
drooping flowers. He was a man of remarkable restraint, but sometimes
acted under impulse. He took her face between his hands, he bent to kiss
her unresisting lips; then suddenly he checked himself. A picture of his
whole past flashed before him. He was a man with a price on his head and
liable to exposure at any moment. What right had he to the heart of such
a girl as this--to win it under her father's kindly roof through the
agency of a just act to a suffering man. He dropped his hands. With his
face full of deepening agony he simply looked at her fixedly and
remained mute.
"What is the matter?" she asked. "You are troubled about something; I
see it. I've known it a long time."
"Miss Rowland--" he began.
"_Miss Rowland!_" she cried, impatiently. "Charlie--don't you see I call
you Charlie! I have called you that a hundred times to myself since
finding out what you did. I used it when I prayed to you--actually
prayed to you this afternoon to forgive me for allowing that man to kiss
me on the way home."
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