The Hills of Refuge: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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The Hills of Refuge: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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No, the right thing could not be done--by her, at any rate. Charles
would have to remain the self-elected lifelong victim that he was. After
all, he would be saving her; he would be saving Ruth; he would be saving
his brother whom he had always loved. _Saving_ his brother! But was he?
Could it be done so vicariously? And as this question pounded upon her
brain she looked for the first time with scaleless eyes at her husband.
Why had she not noticed it before? William was the mere withering husk
of the man he had once been. His deep-sunken, shadowy eyes told his
story; his parchment-like skin, his furtive, haunted look, repeated it;
his constantly enforced attention to what was being said by others, his
Judas-like manner, the quivering of his mentally handcuffed hands,
confirmed it again and again. Why, William was dying--dying from the
sheer poison of his putrefying soul. Only his great, staring eyes seemed
alive, and they lived only in their dumb quest of mercy. Poor William!
No one could save him but himself. Charles's nobility, Charles's
sacrifice, would not do it. He must do it himself. Ah yes, that was the
key, and it had dropped down from heaven! The thing was settled now. She
would see him before the dawn of another day. She would suffer. Ruth
would suffer, but William would be saved. Ah, that was the point too
long overlooked! His only child would be paying the price, but in the
far-off future Ruth herself, with the spiritual wisdom of age, might
thank the memory of her mother for the opportunity given her.
The family retired before ten o'clock that night. Celeste sat by her
daughter's bed, and with a soft, soothing song lulled her child to
sleep. Gradually she felt the tiny fingers losing their grasp upon her
own. Shortly afterward Celeste heard William ascending the stairs to his
room adjoining hers. She heard him close his door. He always closed his
door. At night or in the day he closed his door. Even at the bank he
closed the door of his private office, perhaps in order that he might
release the drawn cords to those perpetual curtains of his secret self.
There was another door between her room and his. Even that was shut. If
she wished to see him before he retired she must hasten. She went into
her own room, but did not turn on the electric light. She stood in the
center of the room, shivering from head to foot as from cold. Presently
she knocked on his door. Then there was a moment of tense silence. The
sound must have startled her husband; and when at last he did fumblingly
turn the bolt and open the door he stood there in the dark, facing her
wonderingly, speechlessly.
"I--I didn't know who it was--at first!" he stammered. "I
thought--thought--"
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