The Hills of Refuge: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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The Hills of Refuge: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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"Oh, well, have it your way," Rowland gave in. "I think they are all
right in many ways, but they are worrying the life out of you by the way
they are carrying on. It seems to me that if they had a high sense of
honor, they--"
"Now, Mr. Brown," Mary said, quickly, "I won't listen to what he is
saying. You'll get the idea presently that my poor brothers are worse
than thieves."
"Oh no," Charles tried to say, lightly, as they went down the steps and
turned toward the side of the house. "I'm sure I understand about your
brothers."
To his surprise, Mary's face had clouded over. It seemed as if she were
about to shed tears, for her wondrous eyes were misty. He heard her
sigh, and she was silent for several minutes as they went down the path
toward the cotton-field. Presently she looked straight into his face.
She tried to smile, and then gave up the attempt with a little shake of
her head.
"I really am in great, great trouble over my brothers," she faltered. "I
didn't want to tell my father, for it will do no good and it seems to me
that he is already losing his natural love for them; but this morning I
heard from Mrs. Dodd that they were over at Carlin last night, cutting
up frightfully--drinking, gambling, and what not. Oh, I don't know how I
can bear much more of it. Do you know, Mr. Brown, that since my mother's
death these boys, although they are older than I am, have seemed almost
like sons of mine? I worry, worry, worry. I lie awake night after night
when they are away like this, and even when they are here I watch their
every look and tone to see if--if they are about to break out again.
I'll have gray hairs--I know I shall--and that very soon."
A keen pang of remorse passed through the listening wanderer. He was
recalling certain incidents in his own life, the anxiety and tears of
his own mother just prior to her death. For a moment he was almost
oblivious of the sweet face into which he was blankly staring. But his
expression must have been sympathetic, for Mary suddenly remarked:
"I don't know why I am talking so freely with you about them, Mr. Brown.
I really never mention my brothers to my best friends--their faults, I
mean--but here I am telling you the worst about them. You seem
wonderfully gentle and sympathetic and--and--" She choked up, wiped her
fluttering lips with her gloved hand and dropped her eyes.
"I want to aid you," he said, deeply moved, "and I will do everything in
my power. Look at me, Miss Rowland. I don't want to pass for better than
I am. I want to start right with you. The habits your brothers have were
once my own. I owe my wandering life to them. For a year I have been
free from the old habits. I hope I shall remain so. I sometimes feel
that I shall never, never fall back. I feel so now more strongly than I
ever did, because your trouble shows me so plainly how terribly wrong I
was."
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