The Hills of Refuge: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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The Hills of Refuge: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
Fiction
"I heard the ringing of the anvil when I waked, and knew what it meant.
Yes, you are wonderful, and I am afraid"--she tried to smile--"that you
are too valuable for us. I was thinking about you on my way to town last
night. You won't stay here. You can't stand this sort of thing--I mean
the awful mess you find us in. I wouldn't blame you for leaving us. Why,
I'll be frank with you, Mr. Brown--it is only fair to you as a stranger
in this locality. There are plantations only a few miles away where you
would find more people employed, where they have some sort of amusement,
and where the people you'd work for would not be upset and depressed as
we are. I did want to save our crops, now that they are planted, but,
facing this other thing, the crops count for nothing--nothing at all. If
God would show me a way to save my brothers I'd give my very soul in
payment. You don't know--no one could know how I feel. I am stretched on
a cross, Mr. Brown. I am praying with every breath I draw, but I am
stifling under the dread of what may happen. At this very minute Tobe
Keith may--may--" she groaned, leaned against the bellows and stood
shuddering, cowed and wild-eyed, under the horror her mind had pictured.
"Don't, don't, please don't!" he cried. "Don't give up. Don't lose hope.
There is always hope. I lost it once in--in a great trouble, but I lived
through it somehow. You will, too. Some wise man has said that God does
not lay any burden on any one that is too heavy to bear. Think of
that--believe that; it comforted me once. It is comforting me now in the
belief that you will escape from this terrible thing."
"Oh, do you think so--_do_ you?" and she wrung her hands, lowered her
head again, and uttered a little wail that ended in a sob.
He all but reached out his hands toward her in a strange, bold impulse
to take her into his arms, but checked himself and stood aghast as he
contemplated the catastrophe which might have followed such an
unwarranted act. Had he subconsciously leaped back to the free period
before his downfall, or, as a regenerated man, had he for an instant
felt himself to be on her level? Ah no, it was the kinship again--the
kinship of suffering souls.
"I'm sure of it," he repeated. "If I thought otherwise I'd see no good
in life at all. Men deserve punishment for the wrong they do, but gentle
girls like you must not suffer for the mistakes of men. It will pass
over--your cloud will blow away."
"Oh, oh!" and she put her hands to her dry eyes while her shoulders
shook. "I hope--you make me hope a little, somehow--that what you say
may be true. You comfort me more than everybody else put together. It is
your way, your voice, your look. You are a good, kind man, Mr. Brown.
How strange that you came just when you did! I'll try to be braver. I'll
try to stop thinking that every approaching person on the road is coming
to tell me the worst."
"That is right," he said.
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