David sat with his head drooped in his hand apparently listening.
In reality, her gentle babble passed over him almost unheeded. He
was aching in mind and body; his strong youth, indeed, had but just
saved him from complete physical collapse; for he had lain an
indefinite time on the soaking moor, till misery and despair had
driven him to Margaret's door. But his moral equilibrium was
beginning to return, in virtue of a certain resolution, the one
thing which now stood between him and the black gulf of the night.
He ate his porridge and then he got up.
'I mun goo, Margaret.'
He would fain have thanked her, but the words choked in his throat.
'Ay, soa yo mun, Davy,' said the little body briskly. 'If theer's an
onpleasant thing to do it's best doon quickly--yo mun go back and
do your duty. Coom and see us when yo're passin again. An say
good-bye to 'Lias. He's that wick this mornin--ain't yo, 'Lias?'
And with a tender cheerfulness she ran across to 'Lias and told him
Davy was going.
'Good-bye, Davy, my lad, good-bye,' murmured the old man, as he
felt the boy's strong fingers touching his. 'Have yo been readin
owt, Davy, since we saw yo? It's a long time, Davy.'
'No, nowt of ony account,' said David, looking away.
'Ay, but yo mun keep it up. Coom when yo like; I've not mony books,
but yo know yo can have 'em aw. I want noan o' them now, do I,
Marg'ret? But I want for nowt--nowt. Dyin 's long, but it's
varra--varra peaceful. Margaret!'
And withdrawing his hand from Davy, 'Lias laid it in his wife's with
a long, long sigh. David left them so. He stole out unperceived by
either of them.
When he got outside he stood for a moment under the sheltering
sycamores and laid his cheek against the door. The action contained
all he could not say.
Then he sped along towards the farm. The sun was rising through the
autumn mists, striking on the gold of the chestnuts, the red of the
cherry trees. There were spaces of intense blue among the rolling
clouds, and between the storm past and the storm to come the whole
moorland world was lavishly, garishly bright.
He paused at the top of the pasture-fields to look at the farm.
Smoke was already rising from the chimney. Then Aunt Hannah was up,
and he must mind himself. He crept on under walls, till he got to
the back of the farmyard. Then he slipped in, ran into the stable,
and got an old coat of his left there the day before. There was a
copy of a Methodist paper lying near it. He took it up and tore it
across with passion. But his rage was not so much with the paper.
It was his own worthless, unstable, miserable self he would have
rent if he could. The wreck of ideal hopes, the defacement of that
fair image of itself which every healthy youth bears about with it,
could not have been more pitifully expressed.
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