Her voice and hand shook. Lucy looked triumphantly at David.
Instinctively she realised that, especially of late, David had come
to feel more respectfully towards Dora than she had ever succeeded
in making him feel towards herself. In the beginning of their
acquaintance he had often launched into argument with Dora about
religious matters, especially about the Ritualistic practices in
which she delighted. The lad, overflowing with his Voltaire and
d'Holbach, had not been able to forbear, and had apparently taken a
mischievous pleasure in shocking a bigot--as he had originally
conceived Lucy Purcell's cousin to be. The discussion, indeed, had
not gone very far. The girl's horror and his own sense of his
position and its difficulties had checked them in the germ.
Moreover, as has been said, his conception of Dora had gradually
changed on further acquaintance. As for her, she had now for a long
time avoided arguing with him, which made her outburst on the
present occasion the more noticeable.
He looked up quickly.
'Miss Lomax, how do you suppose one makes up one's mind--either
about religion or anything else? Isn't it by hearing both sides?'
'Oh, no--no!' she said, shrinking. 'Religion isn't like anything
else. It's by--by growing up into it--by thinking about it--and
doing what the Church tells you. You come to _know_ it's true.'
That the Magi and Balaam's ass are true! What folly! But somehow
even his youthful ardour could not say it, so full of pure and
tremulous pain was the gaze fixed upon him. And, indeed, he had no
time for any answer, for she had just spoken when the bell of the
outer door sounded, and a step came rapidly through the shop.
'Father!' said Lucy, lifting the lid of the teapot in a great
hurry. 'Oh, I wonder if the tea's good enough.'
She was stirring it anxiously with a spoon, when Purcell entered, a
tall heavily built man, with black hair, a look of command, and a
step which shook the little back room as he descended into it. He
touched Dora's hand with a pompous politeness, and then subsided
into his chair opposite Lucy, complaining about the weather, and
demanding tea, which his daughter gave him with a timid haste,
looking to see whether he were satisfied as he raised the first
spoonful to his lips.
'Anything worth buying?' said David to his employer. He was leaning
back in his chair, with his arm round the back of another. Again
Dora was reminded by contrast of some of the nervous lads she had
seen in that room before, scarcely daring to eat their tea under
Purcell's eye, flying to cut him bread, or pass him the sugar.
'No,' said Purcell curtly.
'And a great price, I suppose?'
Purcell looked up. Apparently the ease of the young man's tone and
attitude put the finishing stroke to an inward process already far
advanced.
'The price, I conceive, is _my_ business,' he said, in his
most overbearing manner. 'When you have to pay, it will be yours.'
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