She looked at him with a curious defiance, her lip twitching.
'Oh, we know all about that!' said Daddy, impatiently, adding in a
mincing voice, '"I will not love; if I do hang me; i' faith I will
not." No, my pretty dear, not till the "wimpled, whining, purblind,
wayward boy" comes this road--oh, no, not till next time! Quite so.'
She let him rail, and said nothing. She sat down to her work; he
faced round upon her suddenly, and said, frowning:
'What do you mean by it, eh? You're as good-looking as anybody!'
'Well, I want you to think it, father,' she said, affectionately,
raising her eyes to his. A mother must have seen the shrinking
sadness beneath the smile. What Daddy saw was simply a rounded
girlish face, with soft cheeks and lips which seemed to him made
for kissing; nothing to set the Thames on fire, perhaps, but why
should she run herself down? It annoyed him, touched his vanity.
'Oh, I dare say!' he said to her, roughly, with an affected
brutality. 'But you'll be precious disappointed if some one else
doesn't think so too. Don't tell me!'
She bent over her frame without speaking. But her heart filled with
bitterness, and a kind of revolt against her life.
Meanwhile her conscience accused her about Lucy. Lucy must have got
herself into trouble at home, that she was sure of. And it was
unlike her to keep it to herself--not to come and complain.
Some days--a week--passed. But Dora dared not venture herself into
her uncle's house after Daddy's escapade, and she was, besides,
much pressed with her work. A whole set of altar furniture for a
new church at Blackburn had to be finished by a given day.
The affairs of the Parlour troubled her, and she got up long before
it was light to keep the books in order and to plan for the day.
Daddy had no head for figures, and he seemed to her to be growing
careless about expenses. Her timid, over-anxious mind conjured up
the vision of a slowly rising tide of debt, and it haunted her all
day. When she went to her frame she was already tired out, and yet
there she sat over it hour after hour.
Daddy was blind. But Sarah, the stout cook, who worshipped her,
knew well enough that she was growing thin and white.
'If yo doan't draw in yo'll jest do yoursel a mischief,' she said
to her, angrily. 'Yo're nowt but a midge onyways, and a body 'll
soon be able to see through yo.'
'I shall be all right, Sarah,' Dora would say.
'Aye, we'st aw on us be aw reet in our coffins,' returned the irate
Sarah. Then, melting into affection, 'Neaw, honey, be raysonable,
an' I'st just run round t' corner, an' cook you up a bit o' meat
for your supper. Yo git no strength eawt i' them messin things yo
eat. Theer's nowt but wind in em.'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account