Reuben hurried home through the bleak March evening. In the train
he could not keep himself still, fidgeting so much that his
neighbours eyed him with suspicion, and gave him a wide berth. As
he started to walk up to Kinder a thin, raw sleet came on. It drove
in his face, chilling him through and through, as he climbed the
lonely road, where the black moorland farms lay all about him, seen
dimly through the white and drifting veil of the storm. But he was
conscious of nothing external. His mind was absorbed by the thought
of his meeting with Hannah, and by the excited feeling that one of
the crises of his timid and patient life was approaching. During
the last four years they had been very poor, in spite of Mr.
Gurney's half-yearly cheque, partly because of the determination
with which he had stuck to his secret saving. Hannah would think
they were going now to be poorer still, but he meant to prove to
her that what with Louie's departure and the restoration of their
whole income to its natural channels, there would not be so much
difference. He conned his figures eagerly, rehearsing what he would
say. For the rest he walked lightly and briskly. The burden of his
brother's children had dropped away from him, and in those strange
inner colloquies of his he could look Sandy in the face again.
Had Hannah discovered his flight, he wondered? Some one he was
afraid, might have seen him and Louie at the station and told
tales. He was not sure that one of the Wigsons had not been hanging
about the station yard. And that letter of David's to Louie, which
in his clumsy blundering way he had dropped somewhere about the
farm buildings or the house, and had not been able to find again!
It gave him a cold sweat to think that in his absence Hannah might
have come upon it and drawn her own conclusions. As he followed out
this possibility in his mind, his step quickened till it became
almost a run.
Aye, and Hannah had been ailing of late--there had been often
'summat wrang wi her.' Well, they were both getting into years.
Perhaps now that Louie with her sharp tongue and aggravating ways
was gone, now that there was only him to do for, Hannah would take
things easier.
He opened the gate into the farmyard and walked up to the house
door with a beating heart. It struck him as strange that the front
blinds were not drawn, for it was nearly dark and the storm beat
against the windows. There was a glimmer of fire in the room, but
he could see nothing clearly. He turned the handle and went into
the passage, making a clatter on purpose. But nothing stirred in
the house, and he pushed open the kitchen door, which stood ajar,
filled with a vague alarm.
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