Then, as to Louie, the letter ran: 'Let Davy have all the money, and
let him manage for her. I won't divide it; he must judge. He may
want it all, and it may be best for them both he should have it.
He's got a good heart; I know that; he'll not rob his sister. I lay
it on him, now I'm dying, to be patient with her, and look after
her. She's not like other children. But it's not her fault; it was
born in her. Let him see her married to a decent man, and then give
her what's honestly hers. That little lad has nursed me like a
woman since I've been ill. He was always a good lad to me, and I'd
like him to know when he's grown up that his father loved him--'
But here the poor laboured scrawl came to an end, save for a few
incoherent strokes. David thrust it back into his pocket. His cheek
was red; his eyes burnt; he sat for long, with his elbows on his
knees, staring at the February river. The choking, passionate
impulse to comfort his father he had felt so often as a child was
there again, by association, alive and piteous.
Suddenly he woke up with a start. There, to either hand, lay the
bridges, with the moving figures atop and the hurrying river below.
And from one of them his mother had leapt when she destroyed
herself. In the trance of thought that followed, it was to him as
though he felt her wild nature, her lawless blood, stirring within
him, and realised, in a fierce, reluctant way, that he was hers as
well as his father's. In a sense, he shared Reuben's hatred; for
he, best of all, knew what she had made his father suffer. Yet the
thought of her drew his restless curiosity after it. Where did she
come from? Who were her kindred? From the south of France, Reuben
thought. The lad's imagination travelled with difficulty and
excitement to the far and alien land whence half his being had
sprung. A few scraps of poetry and history recurred to him--a
single tattered volume of 'Monte Cristo,' which he had lately
bought with an odd lot at a sale--but nothing that suggested to his
fancy anything like the peasant farm in the Mont Ventoux, within
sight of Arles, where Louise Suveret's penurious childhood had been
actually cradled.
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