Poor Dora! She had suffered many things in much patience all these
weeks. Louie's clear, hard mind, her sensuous temperament, her
apparent lack of all maidenly reserve, all girlish softness, made
her incomprehensible to one for whom life was an iridescent web of
ideal aims and obligations. The child of grace was dragged out of
her own austere or delicate thoughts, and made to touch, taste, and
handle what the 'world,' as the Christian understands it, might be
like. Like every other daughter of the people, Dora was familiar
enough with sin and weakness--Daddy alone had made her amply
acquainted with both at one portion or another of his career. But
just this particular temper of Louie's, with its apparent lack both
of passion and of moral sense, was totally new to her, and produced
at times a stifling impression upon her, without her being able to
explain to herself with any clearness what was the matter.
Yet, in truth, it often seemed as if the lawless creature had been
in some sort touched by Dora, as if daily contact with a being so
gentle and so magnanimous had won even upon her. That confidence,
for instance, which Louie had promised John, at Dora's expense, had
never been made. When it came to the point, some touch of remorse,
of shame, had sealed the girl's mocking lips.
One little fact in particular had amazed Dora. Louie insisted, for
a caprice, on going with her one night, in Easter week, to St.
Damian's, and thenceforward went often. What attracted her, Dora
puzzled herself to discover. When, however, Louie had been a
diligent spectator, even at early services, for some weeks, Dora
timidly urged that she might be confirmed, and that Father Russell
would take her into his class. Louie laughed immoderately at the
idea, but continued to go to St. Damian's all the same. Dora could
not bear to be near her in church, but however far away she might
place herself, she was more conscious than she liked to be of
Louie's conspicuous figure and hat thrown out against a particular
pillar which the girl affected. The sharp uplifted profile with its
disdainful expression drew her eyes against their will. She was
also constantly aware of the impression Louie made upon the crowd,
of the way in which she was stared at and remarked upon. Whenever
she passed in or out of the church, people turned, and the girl,
expecting it, and totally unabashed, flashed her proud look from
side to side.
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