The black eyes gleamed uncannily for a moment and the sobbing
ceased. But the gleam passed away, and the child sat staring at the
moorland distance, seeing nothing. There was such an unconscious
animal pain in the attitude, the pain of the creature that feels
itself alone and deserted, that David watched her in a puzzled
silence. Louie was always mysterious, whether in her rages or her
griefs, but he had never seen her sob quite like this before. He
felt a sort of strangeness in her fixed gaze, and with a certain
timidity he put out his arm and laid it round her shoulder. Still
she did not move. Then he slid up closer in the heather, and kissed
her. His heart, which had seemed all frostbound for months, melted,
and that hunger for love--home-love, mother-love--which was,
perhaps, at the very bottom of his moody complex youth, found a
voice.
'Louie, couldn't yo be nice to me soomtimes--couldn't yo just take
an interest, like, yo know--as if yo cared a bit--couldn't yo?
Other gells do. I'm a brute to yo, I know, often, but yo keep aggin
an teasin, an theer's niver a bit o' peace. Look here, Loo, yo give
up, an I'st give up. Theer's nobbut us two--nawbody else cares a
ha'porth about the yan or the tother--coom along! yo give up, an
I'st give up.'
He looked at her anxiously. There was a new manliness in his tone,
answering to his growing manliness of stature. Two slow tears
rolled down her cheeks, but she said nothing. She couldn't for the
life of her. She blinked, furiously fighting with her tears, and at
last she put up an impatient hand which left a long brown streak
across her miserable little face.
'Yo havn't got no trade,' she said. 'Yo'll be clemmed.' David
withdrew his arm, and gulped down his rebuff. 'No, I sha'n't,' he
said. 'Now you just listen here.' And he described how, the day
before, he had been to see Mr. Ancrum, to consult him about leaving
Kinder, and what had come of it.
He had been just in time. Mr. Ancrum, worn, ill, and harassed to
death, had been cheered a little during his last days at Clough End
by the appearance of David, very red and monosyllabic, on his
doorstep. The lad's return, as he soon perceived, was due simply to
the stress of his own affairs, and not to any knowledge of or
sympathy with the minister's miseries. But, none the less, there
was a certain balm in it for Mr. Ancrum, and they had sat long
discussing matters. Yes, the minister was going--would look out at
Manchester for an opening for David, in the bookselling trade by
preference, and would write at once. But Davy must not leave a
quarrel behind him. He must, if possible, get his uncle's consent,
which Mr. Ancrum thought would be given.
'I'm willing to lend you a hand, Davy,' he had said, 'for you're on
the way to no trade but loafing as you are now; but square it with
Grieve. You can, if you don't shirk the trouble of it.'
Whereupon Davy had made a wry face and said nothing. But to Louie
he expressed himself plainly enough.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account