The History of Miss Betsy ThoughtlessHaywood, Eliza Fowler
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The History of Miss Betsy Thoughtless
Haywood, Eliza Fowler
Abused wives -- Fiction; Bildungsromans; Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
Young as she was, she might be said to have seen a great deal of the
world; and, as she had a fine understanding, and a very just notion of
things, wanted only to reflect on the many follies and deceits which
some of those who call themselves the beau monde are guilty of, to be
enabled to despise them. The last letter she had received from Lady
Trusty made a strong impression on her; and casting a retrospect on
several past transactions she had been witness of, as well as those she
had been concerned in herself, began to wonder at, and condemn the
vanity of, being pleased with such shadowy things--such fleeting,
unsubstantial delights, accompanied with noise and hurry in the
possession, and attended with weariness and vexation of spirit. A
multitude of admirers seemed now to her among this number: her soul
confessed, that to encourage the addresses of a fop, was both dangerous
and silly; and to flatter with vain hopes the sincere passion of a man
of honour, was equally ungenerous and cruel.
These considerations were very favourable to Mr. Trueworth: she ran
through every particular of that gentleman's character and behaviour,
and could find nothing which could make her stand excused, even to
herself, for continuing to treat him with the little seriousness she had
hitherto done.
'What, then, shall I do with him?' said she to herself. 'Must I at once
discard him--desire him to desist his visits, and tell him I am
determined never to be his; or must I resolve to think of marrying him,
and henceforward entertain him as the man who is really ordained to be
one day my husband? I have, at present, rather an aversion, than an
inclination to a wedded state; yet if my mind should alter on this
point, where shall I find a partner so qualified to make me happy in it?
But yet,' continued she, 'to become a matron at my years is what I
cannot brook the thoughts of: if he loves me, he must wait; it will be
sufficient to receive the addresses of no other; but, then, how shall I
refuse those who shall make an offer of them, without giving the world
room to believe I am pre-engaged?'
Thus did she argue with herself; the dilemma appeared hard to her: but
what was the result of her reasoning, will best appear in the answer she
sent to Lady Trusty's letter, which was in the following terms.
'To Lady Trusty.
Madam,
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