The History of Miss Betsy ThoughtlessHaywood, Eliza Fowler
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The History of Miss Betsy Thoughtless
Haywood, Eliza Fowler
Abused wives -- Fiction; Bildungsromans; Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
Any one may judge what a heart, possessed of so sincere and honourable a
flame as that of Mr. Trueworth's, must feel, to see the beloved object
so intimate with a common prostitute: it shall suffice, therefore, to
say, that his anxieties were such as prevented him from being able to
recover himself enough to speak to Miss Betsy on that subject as he
would do. He forbore mentioning it at all, and said very little to her
on any other, while they were in the coach: and, having seen her safe
into Mr. Goodman's house, took his leave, and went home; where he passed
a night of more vexation than he ever had before experienced.
Fain would he have found some excuse for Miss Betsy's conduct in this
point; fain would he have believed her as innocent as she was lovely;
but could not tell how to conceive there was a possibility for true
virtue to take delight in the company of vice: but, were there even such
a thing in nature, the shew of encouraging an infamous action he knew
not how to brook in a woman he intended to make his wife.
He now acknowledged the justice of his aunt's remonstrances; and, by
what the levity of Miss Betsy made him at present endure, foresaw what
his honour and peace of mind must hereafter continually endure if he
should once become a husband. Never were thoughts so divided, so
fluctuating, as his! His good understanding, and jealousy of honour,
convinced him there could be no lasting happiness with a person of Miss
Betsy's temper; but then the passion he had for her, flattered him with
the hopes, that as all the faults she was guilty of, sprung rather from
want of consideration than design, she might be reasoned out of them,
when once he had gained so far upon her affections, as to find he might
take the liberty of painting them to her in their proper colours.
He often asked himself the question, whether he could be able to break
with her or not; and finding, by the pangs which the very idea of an
utter separation inflicted on him, that he could not, had no other
measures to take than to submit with patience--to appear satisfied with
every thing that pleased her--and to contrive all the methods he could,
without her perceiving he did so, of stealing, by gentle degrees, into
her mind, a disrelish of such things as were unbecoming in her.
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