The History of Miss Betsy ThoughtlessHaywood, Eliza Fowler
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The History of Miss Betsy Thoughtless
Haywood, Eliza Fowler
Abused wives -- Fiction; Bildungsromans; Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
As she was entirely ignorant of the base artifice that had been put in
practice against her, and was conscious of no fault Mr. Trueworth had to
accuse her of, but that of her going with Miss Forward to the play,
after the warning he had given her of the danger, it must be confessed,
she had a right to think the provocation too slight to draw from him
such resentful expressions, much less to induce him to abandon her.
'Ungrateful man!' said she, bursting into tears of mingled grief and
spite, 'to treat me thus, when I was just beginning to entertain the
kindest thoughts of him! When I was ready to acknowledge the error I was
guilty of, in not following his advice, and had resolved never to throw
myself into such inconveniences again. 'Tis plain he never loved me, or
he would not have taken so poor, so trifling, a pretence to break with
me.'
Thus, for some moments, did she bewail, as it were, the ill-treatment
she thought she had received from him. Then looking over the letter
again, 'With what a magisterial air,' cried she, 'with what an
affectation of superiority, does he conclude! "With the most friendly
wishes, my humble servant!" Good lack! friendly! Let him carry his
friendly wishes to those he may think will receive them as a favour!'
Upon revolving in her mind all the circumstances of her behaviour
towards Mr. Trueworth, she could find nothing, except what passed at his
last visit, that could give him any occasion of disgust, and even that
she looked upon as a very insufficient plea for that high resentment he
now expressed, much more for his resolving to throw off a passion he had
a thousand and a thousand times vowed should be as lasting as his life.
The anonymous letter sent her by Miss Flora, some time since, now came
fresh into her head; that passage in it which insinuated that Mr.
Trueworth had no real design of marrying her, that he but trifled with
her, and on the arrival of her brothers would find some pretence or
other to break entirely with her, seemed now to tally exactly with his
present manner of proceeding. 'The devil,' said she, 'may sometimes
speak truth; Mr. Trueworth has but too well verified the words of that
malicious girl; and what she herself then thought a falsehood is now
confirmed by fact: yet, wherefore,' cried she, 'did he take all this
pains; if he never loved me, never hoped any recompense for his
dissimulation, what end could he propose by practicing it? What
advantage, what pleasure, could it give him to affront the sister of his
friend, and impose upon the credulity of a woman he had no design upon?'
It would be endless to repeat the many contradictory surmizes which rose
alternately in her distracted mind; so I shall only say, she sought, but
the more she did so, the more she became incapable of fathoming, the
bottom of this mysterious event.
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