The History of Miss Betsy ThoughtlessHaywood, Eliza Fowler
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The History of Miss Betsy Thoughtless
Haywood, Eliza Fowler
Abused wives -- Fiction; Bildungsromans; Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
'On Mademoiselle's return, we began to talk of going home: "Bless me,"
cried I, "it is now too late to go into town. What excuse shall we make
to the governess for not having bought the ribbands?"--"I have already
contrived that," replied she; "I will tell her, that the woman had none
but ugly old-fashioned things, and expects a fresh parcel from London in
two or three days."--"Oh, that is rare," cried I; "that will be a
charming pretence for our coming out again."--"And a charming
opportunity for our meeting you again," said Sir John Shuffle. "If you
have any inclination to lay hold of it," rejoined Mademoiselle. "And you
have courage to venture," cried he. "You see we are no cowards,"
answered she briskly. "Well, then, name your day," said Wildly; "if Sir
John accepts the challenge, I will be his second: but I am afraid it
cannot be till after Thursday, because my lord talks of going back to
----, and we cannot be back in less than three days."
'Friday, therefore, was the day agreed upon; and we all four were
punctual to the appointment. I shall not trouble you with the
particulars of our conversation in this or any other of the meetings we
had together; only tell you, that by the contrivance of one or other of
us, we found means of coming together once or twice every week, during
the whole time these gentlemen staid in the country, which was upwards
of two months.
'On taking leave, I pressed Wildly to write to me under cover of
Mademoiselle Grenouille, which he promised to do, and I was silly enough
to expect. Many posts arriving, without bringing any letter, I was sadly
disappointed, and could not forbear expressing my concern to
Mademoiselle, who only laughed at me, and told me, I as yet knew nothing
of the world, nor the temper of mankind; that a transient acquaintance,
such as ours had been with these gentlemen, ought to be forgot as soon
as over; that there was no great probability we should ever see one
another again; and it would be only a folly to keep up a correspondence
by letters; and added, that by this time, they were, doubtless, entered
into other engagements. "And so might we too," said she, "if the place
and fashion we live in did not prevent us."
'I found by this, and some other speeches of the like nature, that it
was the sex, not the person, she regarded. I could not, however, be of
her way of thinking. I really loved Mr. Wildly, and would have given the
world, had I been mistress of it, to have seen him again; but, as she
said, indeed, there was no probability of my doing so; and therefore I
attempted, through her persuasions, to make a virtue of necessity, and
forget both him and all that passed between us. I should in the end,
perhaps, have accomplished this point; but, oh! I had a remembrancer
within, which I did not presently know of. In fine, I had but too much
reason to believe I was pregnant; a thing which, though a natural
consequence of the folly I had been guilty of, never once entered my
head.
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