The History of Miss Betsy ThoughtlessHaywood, Eliza Fowler
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The History of Miss Betsy Thoughtless
Haywood, Eliza Fowler
Abused wives -- Fiction; Bildungsromans; Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
'This second disappointment was terrible indeed; I had but half-a-crown
remaining of the little stock I brought from the boarding-school, and
had no way to procure a supply but by selling my watch, which I did to a
goldsmith in the neighbourhood, for what he was pleased to give me, and
then set out for Bath by the first coach.
'Here I had the good fortune to meet him; he was strangely surprized at
the sight of me in that place, but much more so when I told him what had
brought me there: he seemed extremely concerned at the accident. But
when I mentioned marriage, he plainly told me I must not think of such a
thing; that he was not in circumstances to support a family; that,
having lost the small fortune left him by his friends at play, he was
obliged to have recourse, for his present subsistence, to the very
means by which he had been undone: in short, that he was a gamester. The
name startled me: treated as I had always heard it, with the utmost
contempt, I could not reconcile how such a one came to be the guest and
companion of a lord; though I have since heard that men of that
profession frequently receive those favours from the nobility, which are
denied to persons of more unblemished characters.
'Wildly however, it is certain, had some notions of honour and
good-nature; he assured me he would do all in his power to protect me;
but added, that he had been very unfortunate of late, and that I must
wait for a lucky chance, before he could afford me any supply.
'I staid at Bath all the time he was there: he visited me every day; but
I lived on my own money till we came to town, when my time being very
near, he brought me to the place you find me in, having, it seems,
agreed with the woman of the house for a certain sum of money to support
me during my lying-in, and keep the child as long as it should live. The
miseries I have sustained during my abode with this old hag, would be
too tedious to repeat. The only joy I have is, that the wretched infant
died in three days after it's birth, so has escaped the woes which
children thus exposed are doomed to bear. Wildly has taken his last
leave of me, and I have wrote to an aunt, entreating her to endeavour to
obtain my father's forgiveness. I pretended to her that I left L----e for
no other reason than because I had an ardent desire to see London; and
as I think nobody can reveal to him the true cause, have some hopes of
not being utterly abandoned by him.'
Here this unfortunate creature finished her long narrative; and Miss
Betsy saw her in too much affliction to express any thing that might
increase it: she only thanked her for reposing a confidence in her;
'Which,' said she, 'may be of great service to me some time or other.'
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