American essays -- 20th century; Child development; Children; Education
Peasants and mill-girls, or the dim lacking faces of the
passers-by--always these join to the Little Girl's quests and dreams
of the spirit. Two brief additional cuttings suggestive of her idea of
Romance follow, from the twelve-year period:
The first great vision of the quest must come to a soul over the
plough, in the peasant's body--dissatisfaction with self and
surroundings. This is the beginning of everything. The person who
is content with small things, small thoughts, does not move. His
soul stays asleep. With awakening comes hate and anger and much
simple blackness. It is just _that_, which gives him the power to
stand up against the ways he has known so long--to stand up for
himself--to push the new vague dreams through to life and light.
It is all blind at first, but great and brave, too. The call that
would come to the peasant would be to the Town--to many men and
things, for that is just the opposite from his life. In a simple
way he would go to the depths of the worst he could find--to the
extreme.
The thing that is holding so many from their own, is contentedness,
satisfaction. The longer one holds to this, the lower he sinks,
until he is buried in himself.... The questers who have come up
into the light, are brilliant, flashing, beautiful. But the souls
of the "white torrent" are rushing on through the dark night, a
night that grows darker and darker as it approaches the day. Their
faces are tragic, drawn, expectant; there is a sort of red-dark
cloud that they are tearing themselves through.... Only the poor
fat ones! they fill you with sadness because you can not help them
and they are not trying to help themselves. They seem to sink
almost visibly, farther and farther down, as they laugh and smile,
and nod their heads to each other (only to each other). The light
around them is really not a light at all--just a colour, a cold,
grey-black colour that looks almost dead. You could laugh if they
had anything to do with you, any power over you--you could laugh at
them and tell them that you were laughing, but their helplessness
hurts you. _They_ can only hurt themselves. There is absolutely
no humour in their faces nor in any of their movements. They are
all sober; they can not laugh inside. Always it is the sign of
flight from God to lose the sense of humour. For humour is a great
inner glowing--the power to overlook, to forget the meaner things
in people and in life. It is a power to forget one's self also,
to laugh at oneself.... I see the New Race as a line of Classic
Ruffians--a Troop of Mystic Warriors ... singing their glorious
song of stern compassion and deep love, filling all with their
questing for power and beauty.... I hear their laughter."
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She paints the City Street a bit darker in this:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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