It seemed strange to her that she had been able to respect the religion
of one whose violence through many years of her servitude had left
visible marks on her flesh; then reproaching herself for such thoughts
she did penance in secret, and redoubled her zeal on behalf of her
husband.
With early May came spring, with buds and blossoms, and Viola welcomed
the home of her adoption in its new dress. She surprised her husband
by appearing one Sunday morning in the national costume worn by the
Dalecarnians on all holidays. For the first time he asked her to go
with him to church, and for the first time she was in the mood to
gratify him. Hitherto, she had resolved, come what might, never to
set foot within that dangerous spot, but on this, of all days, should
she and Olaf worship apart? Had she not a sweet secret to whisper in
his ear that would make him love her better than ever, and would it
be so very great a sin just for that once to kneel with him? So with
her heart throbbing beneath her new costume, the prettiest little
peasant of the whole picturesque scene, she entered the church with
mingled curiosity and fear. Watching Olaf, to do as he did, she stood,
with folded hands, to utter, silently, a few words of prayer, then
seating herself, she cast timid glances about her. The aspect of the
congregation was earnest and reverent. So many rosy, blonde children
she never had seen, and coming back from higher thoughts to every-day
matters, especially to the subject that at this time lay near her
heart, she hoped her little daughter--for surely it was to be a little
daughter--might be just like a fair, sweet child who sat opposite,
with large blue eyes like Olaf's, and hair almost silvery in its soft
beauty. And then she smiled to herself to think how quaint and charming
her child should look in a little costume of its own, embroidered with
her own hands; but after all, would it not be best to have a boy? would
not Olaf like a boy? Of course he would! Then it should be a boy tall
and strong and ruddy; not the slender, dark-eyed little fellow she
had pictured to herself in years gone by, when dreaming of a home and
children, but a real Swedish yeoman, with buckles on his shoes and a
picturesque holiday suit like his father's. She laughed as this image
presented itself to her imagination: a little low laugh, but Olaf heard
it, and turned quickly and looked in her face. Tears of vexation filled
her eyes. "Oh, Olaf," she whispered to herself, "you would forgive me
if you knew why I laughed, I am sure you would!" Olaf's countenance was
serious, but he looked down kindly on his little wife, who sat abashed
beneath his glance, recalling her wandering thoughts.
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