"Yes; you would give her to Him without a word," he said, earnestly,
almost reverently; for while he loved his wife for her own sake and
for her love to himself, he loved her far more for her whole-souled
devotion to Christ.
He went out now to find the doctor and to propose a consultation.
The doctor caught at the suggestion eagerly.
"The case is an obscure one," he said. "The child's debility is very
great, but I find no explanation of it unless there is some insidious
disease upon the brain."
"So her mother thinks."
"Indeed? I am surprised at that. Yet I ought not to be surprised
either, after knowing her all her life. She has her mother's quick
intuitions. Well, I will arrange about the consultation, immediately."
"Could not I do that?"
"Why, yes, I will give you the address of the physician I call in for
children. You will find him at his office to-morrow morning, at ten."
Mr. Heath was thankful to go. Men are generally as out of place in
sick-rooms as steam engines; twenty times he had banged the door and
made Mabel cry out, and Belle had shuddered again and again, at the
sound of his newspaper, which he could have read just as well in the
library.
The word "consultation" sent a chill to Margaret's heart. She rushed
away to her own room, locked the door, threw herself on her face across
the bed, and cried with that bitter, heart-breaking cry which had won
the love and sympathy in which she had been revelling.
"God wouldn't do such a dreadful thing!" she at last said to herself.
"Never was a child adored as Mabel is. There is not one among them all,
half so sweet. Why should He take her? He won't! I know He won't! What
a fool I am for crying so! And there is aunty _slaving_ over the twins!"
She flew to the washstand and tried to remove the traces of her tears;
then hurried to the nursery, where she found both babies fretting
dismally, and Mrs. Grey doing her best to comfort them.
"I have been dreadfully selfish, aunty," she said, taking one of the
twins from her. "I must have a very contracted mind, for it can only
hold one thing at a time. I am as brimful of Mabel as a nest is full of
birds."
"It isn't so much a contracted mind, as an exaggerating heart," was the
reply. "You magnify every one you love, and every pursuit you engage
in."
The nurses, who had been having their breakfasts, came now to the
nursery, and Margaret drew Mrs. Grey away, to see if she could find
comfort in her.
"God wouldn't do such a thing as to take away Mabel, would He, aunty?"
"I used to think He _could_ not do these agonizing things; but He can,
He does, and He knows why I have trembled for Belle when I have seen
that steadfast little lover of hers follow her as the needle does the
pole. It is Maud and her mother over again--only--"
She broke down now, but only for a moment, and asked Margaret's pardon
as meekly as a child.
"Is it wrong, then, to cry?" asked Margaret, bewildered.
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