"Into ruin?"
"No; a redeemed soul can only fall partially. In the midst of his
deepest degradation, he can look on Christ, and say to the Tempter,
'Rejoice not over me, mine enemy; when I fall I shall arise again.'"
The affair proved more annoying than Frank Grey had believed it could
be. There are any number of people who respect a man while he is up,
who will kick him when he is down. Every detail of his life was paraded
out for public inspection; all that was most sacred to him was fingered
by soiled hands. But for his mother's presence, and faith and prayers,
he would have been overwhelmed, for his wife was unto him in this sea
of trouble, just what she would have been if he were struggling in
mid-ocean, a drag, a dead weight.
But it does not hurt a true soul to be tested, even by fire. It comes
out stronger, surer, safer, better fitted than ever for the true
purposes of life.
After a long, hard struggle, Frank Grey came forth from the conflict
with as clear a record in his hand, and as pure a light in his eye, as
was ever known to mortal man. But there was no unseemly triumph, or
blowing of trumpets on his part, or his mother's. Both felt that they
had been humbled under the hand of God, and walked softly before Him.
And in this mood she wrote an eloquent letter to Mr. and Mrs. Thayer,
owning that the sharp experience of the past weeks had quickened her
sympathy with them in their parental cares and trials, and assuring
them that they might rely upon her friendly services, should they again
be needed.
She was now at leisure to cast a scrutinizing, but kindly eye at the
little world she had so suddenly entered, and saw much that needed
correction. Some of the children were like their mother, and she got
along with them comfortably enough. But she had next to no control
over the others, and had to coax, manage, and bribe them into the
little proprieties a mother should require. The table was not neatly
arranged; the children's clothes were untidy; dust lay everywhere.
The most incomprehensible thing about it was, that Frank, who used to
be fastidious about all such matters, did not seem to care how things
went. The boys helped themselves to what they wanted; the girls had
their wardrobes as nearly in common as their different ages permitted.
"Frankie, dear," his mother would drawl out, "aren't you afraid so much
mince-pie will make you ill, as it did last week?" And "Frankie, dear,
would you mind beating that drum out of doors; it makes my head ache to
have it so near." Or,
"Frankie, dear, Cyril says those are his mittens; take them off, do,
and let him have them; I can't bear to hear him cry so."
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