"I should like to ask you one question, Emily. Haven't I heard you say you were almost certain of my salvation?" "Yes, I have said it. But salvation is not the sole end of man; his first end is to glorify God." "Well, don't I glorify Him? Point out any word or deed of mine that is sinful, if you can. Am I not fair and square in all my dealings? Do not I give, liberally, to the poor? Am I bad-tempered? Am I a backbiter?" "We have gone all over this ground scores of times," she replied. "If mere morality glorifies God, then I must allow that you are living up to all His claims. But the Bible is our standard, and we learn there that Christ rejected a man who had kept the law from his youth up." "I never could see the reason for that. I have always aimed to lead a blameless life, and think I have." "To be saved by a blameless life one must never have transgressed in a single point. Now you do not pretend that you never once transgressed?" "I know it would be a lie to stand up in a prayer-meeting, and say I was the chief of sinners, as so many do." "Did St. Paul lie when he called himself the chief of sinners?" "I suppose he knew what he was saying. I do not pretend to be St. Paul, or saint anybody; but to pretend I am a great sinner, when I know I am not, would be mere nonsense." "That is as far as I ever get with you. You say you believe the Bible; let us see what that says." "Oh, I know what it says; that every man is, by nature, a great sinner; granted, but all are not equally depraved, and it has always been my nature to be upright, faithful, and true. What would you have more?" "A great deal more. Morality is not Christianity." "You think I am not a Christian because I never joined the church. But I consider myself a better man than half your professors. If I ever do set up to be a Christian, I mean to put most of you to the blush. The way old Mr. Whitcomb gets up and whines over his 'coldness' makes me smile." "I don't like whines any better than you do. But I want to call your attention to a fact you overlook. Allowing that your life is blameless, let me judge you by that life. Its whole history is _forgetfulness of God_, and that issues in final condemnation, however faultless your record in regard to man. You are not honest and upright and amiable to please God, therefore He scarcely looks at this exterior, fair as it is in your eyes." "Prove that I forget God, if you please. Is it forgetting Him to go to church twice every Sunday? I do not make the pretension that some men do, but I defy them to find me wanting in any virtue." "Let us define the word 'forget,' before we go any farther. It implies heedlessness, does it not?" "I suppose so." "Then one who forgets God is heedless towards Him. You go to church every Sunday; outwardly this looks well. But the Divine eye penetrates to the heart. Does He find a true worshiper there?" "You cannot prove that He does not."