Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Sex role -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
He took up another stocking and ran his hand down the leg. Stephen
sauntered over towards the beater, casually. He glanced back to see if
he need fear any prying surveillance of his private affairs, but his
father’s gaze was concentrated on the hole in the stocking. Carelessly,
as though it were an action performed almost absent-mindedly, Stephen
stooped, picked up the beater, and stood holding it, trying experiments
with various ways of managing that maddening double action. His
clumsiness, his muscular inexpertness with an unfamiliar motion,
astounded his father. How far back children had to begin! Why, they did
not know how to do _any_thing! Not till they had learned.
This did not seem to him the trite platitude it would have been if
somebody else had said it to him. It cast a new light into innumerable
corners of their relations with Stephen which had been dark and
pestilential. They hadn’t begun to be patient enough, to go slow
enough. Stephen was to the egg-beater, to all of life, as he himself
would be, put suddenly in charge of a complicated modern locomotive.
No, Stephen was not! Painlessly, with the hard-won magnanimity of a man
who has touched bottom and expects nothing out of life for himself,
not even his own admiration, Lester recognized in Stephen’s frowning,
intent look on his problem a power, a heat, a will-to-conquer, which he
had never had. He had never cared enough about either locomotives or
egg-beaters to put his mind on them like that. Stephen got that power
from his mother. From his other world of impersonality Stephen’s father
saw it and thrilled in admiration as over a ringing line in a fine
poem. If only Stephen could be steered in life so that that power would
be a bright sword in his hand and not a poison in his heart.
The clock ticked gravely in the silence which followed. For Lester
the pause was full of grave, forward-looking thoughts about Stephen.
Presently the little boy come back purposefully to the basin of water.
He put the beater in, and once more tried to turn the handle. The
perverse thing did all that perversity could imagine, slipped sideways,
stuck, started too suddenly, twice fell to the floor clattering. Each
time Stephen picked it up patiently and went back to work. Lester ached
with fatigue at the sight of his perseverance. Heavens! _Nothing_ was
worth such an effort as that!
“Why with such earnest pains dost thou provoke
The years to bring the inevitable yoke?”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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