Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Sex role -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
Oh, yes, he remembered. They were due at a rehearsal of the
school-play--Helen’s play--the one they had worked out together. What
fun it was to have her bring him her little experiments in writing!
He began to think that perhaps she might have a little real talent.
Of course most of what she set down was merely a copy of what she had
read, but every once in a while there was a nugget, something she had
really seen or felt. This, for instance, which he had found scrawled
across the fly-leaf of her arithmetic--poor Helen and her hated
arithmetic!
“The measured beats of the old clock
Bring peace to my heart
And quiet to my mind.”
That was the real thing, a genuine expression of her own personality.
How different from the personality of her mother, to whom the ticking
of a clock could scarcely be anything but a trumpet-call to action.
Different from her father’s personality too. The clock always said to
him,
“But at my back I always hear
Time’s winged chariot hurrying near....”
Ah, what a second-rater he was! How he always thought of everything
in terms of what somebody else had said! In earlier days when he was
a boy and still thought he might perhaps amount to something this had
been an affliction to him, a secret shame. But now he did not grieve
over it. Since he had died and come back to this other life, he took
everything and himself, too, more simply, with little concern for the
presentability of the rôle he was to play. If, honestly, that was the
sort of nature he had, why rebel against it? The only people who got
anywhere by rebelling were rebels to begin with. And he was not. Why
wasn’t it enough, anyhow, to love the beauties other men had created?
He heard Stephen come back into the kitchen. He had been gone quite a
while after that toy.
“Father,” said Stephen softly, behind him.
Lester started at the color of the little voice. There was something
queer about it.
Cautiously, with his ever-present dread of intruding, he glanced at
Stephen not curiously, but with a casual air.
The little boy came up to his chair and stood there, looking up at
him with a strange expression of shining-quiet in his eyes. He had
evidently been crying hard, for his cheeks were covered with the smeary
marks of black where he had wiped off the tears with his dirty hands.
But what on earth could he have been crying about? There had not been a
sound.
And he did not look like a child who has been crying. He looked ...
he was smiling now ... he looked like a little golden seraph hovering
around the golden gates.
“Father,” said Stephen in a small, clear voice. He hesitated, evidently
trying to think of something to say, his shining eyes fixed on his
father’s. Finally he brought out, “Wouldn’t you like me to bring you a
drink of water?” His smile, as he said this, was dazzling, his voice
sweet, sweet with loving-kindness.
“Why, yes, Stevie,” said his father over a lump in his throat, “I do
believe I am thirsty without realizing it.”
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