Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Sex role -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
More voices from behind the closed door, very low, very restrained, a
mere breath which Helen could catch only by straining her ears. She
could not even be sure whether it were the doctor or Father who was
talking. Another long silence. Helen’s heart pounded and pounded. She
wished she could hide her face in Aunt Mattie’s lap, but she could not
move--not till she knew.
Had she heard the voices again? Yes. No. There was no sound from the
next room.
Then, as though the doctor had been standing there all the time, his
hand on the knob, the door suddenly opened.
* * * * *
Now that the time had come the doctor found it hard to get the words
out. He could not think of any way to begin. The three waiting women
looked at him, imploring him silently to end their suspense.
He cleared his throat, sat down, looked in his case for something which
he did not find and shut the case with a click. As if this had been a
signal, he then said hastily, in an expressionless voice, “Mrs. Knapp,
I might as well be frank with you. I do not think it best to go on
with the treatment I have been trying for your husband. I am convinced
from the result of the tests to-day....”
His fingers played nervously with his watch chain. “I am convinced,
I say, that ... that it would be very unwise to continue making an
attempt to cure this local trouble. The nervous system of the human
body, you understand, is so closely interrelated that when you touch
one part you never know what.... The thing which we doctors must take
into consideration is the total reaction on the patient. That is the
weak point with so many specialists. They consider only the immediate
seat of the trouble and not the sum-total of the effect on the patient.
You often hear them say of an operation that killed the patient that it
was a ‘success.’ And in the case of spinal trouble like Mr. Knapp’s,
of course the entire nervous system is.... What I have said applies of
course very especially when it is a case of....”
He saw from the strained, drawn expression on Mrs. Farnham’s face that
she did not understand a word he was saying, and brought out with
desperate bluntness, “The fact is that it would be a waste of time for
me to continue my weekly visits. I now realize that it would be very
dangerous for Mr. Knapp ever to try to use his legs. Crutches perhaps,
later. But he must never be allowed to make the attempt to go without
crutches. It might be....” He drew a long breath and said it. “It
might be fatal.”
When he finished he looked very grim and disagreeable, and, opening his
case once more, began to fumble among the little bottles in it. God!
Why did any honest man ever take up the practice of medicine?
* * * * *
Back of him, through the open door, Lester Knapp could be seen in his
wheel chair, his head fallen back on the head-rest, his long face
white, a resolute expression of suffering in his eyes.
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