Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Sex role -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
Stephen’s face relaxed a very little at this. His eyes searched his
father’s, deeply and gravely, with an intense wary seriousness, as a
white traveler, lost in a jungle amongst savages, might search the eyes
of one of the tribe who offered a friendly aspect. Could he be trusted?
Or was this just another of their cannibalistic wiles?
“I like your Teddy fine,” continued Lester, conversationally. “I always
liked the way he snuggles up to you in your bed. I used to wake up and
look over at him sometimes. But I’m afraid I’m too old to play with
him, myself.”
At the mention of Teddy’s sleeping beside him, Stephen looked away
and down into the bright, opaque eyes of his fetish, and as he did
this, his father felt an acute shock of surprise. The child’s face was
passionately tender and loving. He looked as his own mother had looked
when she held her first baby in her arms. Lester was so astonished that
he was obliged to wait a moment before he could command his voice to
casual negligence.
“So you don’t remember what it was you were going to ask me about
Teddy?” he said, presently. “Well, it _was_ quite a while ago.”
So far he had not induced Stephen to say a single word. That was always
Stephen’s way of resisting talk, and persuasion, and attempts to reach
him.
Lester held his book up again and waited.
He waited a long time.
But waiting was one thing which circumstances made easy for him. There
was little else a paralyzed man could do. Stephen sat motionless, his
face a blank, staring into space. His father felt the uncertainty and
questioning going on under that self-protective front of stolidity.
Presently, a long time afterwards, the little boy got up and came
slowly towards his father’s bed. “Yes, I ’member what it was,” he said
in a low tone, keeping his eyes fixed intently on the expression of his
father’s face. “I wanted to ask you ... to ask you not to let Mother
...” his voice dropped to a solemn, quavering whisper, “... not to let
Mother _wash_ Teddy.”
Lester survived the entire and grotesque unexpectedness of this with no
more sign of his amazement than a flicker of his eyelids. He considered
a dozen different ways of advancing into the undiscovered country and
rejected them all in favor of the neutral question, “Was Mother going
to wash Teddy?”
At this it all came out in a storm, the visit to the lady, the
horrible, misshapen, shrunken Teddy there, Mother’s stealing Teddy away
at night, the devouring dread in Stephen’s mind, a dread so great that
it now overcame even his fierce pride and his anger, as he sobbed out
at the last, “Don’t let him be washed, Father! _Don’t_ let him!” He
raised his streaming eyes agonizingly towards his father, his whole
face quivering.
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