London (England) -- Fiction; Theater -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Left alone, Maggy remained as she was, hugging her knees and thinking.
The soft, warm silence wrapped her round. Her excited mind was full of
the eventful day: the long motor run ending with her first close
acquaintance with a noble old edifice such as she had only previously
seen in pictures and photographs. Her first view of it had made her
feel as if she could have knelt down and worshiped it. It was all so
grand and so very, very good. Her tiny flat, which had hitherto seemed
such a palace in her eyes, receded to its proper unimposing proportions.
She saw the insignificance of her little white "bedroom suite" beside
the stately furniture that surrounded her. She thought of the dignity,
the age and the atmosphere of peace into which, as on a magic carpet,
she had been suddenly transported, and compared it with the fret and
turmoil and passion of her own life. She had been timorous at first of
Mrs. Pardiston with her air of high breeding, and then fallen completely
under the spell of her charm. It had shown itself so gently maternal
toward her and Alexandra, so unquestioning.
But Mrs. Pardiston probably assumed her to be a lady. It seemed absurd,
in spite of her having striven hard to appear as to the manner born.
Indeed, she had succeeded in behaving charmingly. Only her modesty
prevented her being assured of it. Even supposing she had satisfied
Lord Chalfont’s aunt in that respect, she still felt she was imposing on
the dear old lady by not having disclosed her want of social standing.
With that doubt on her mind she got into bed, the enormous bed that
enveloped her like a warm, embracing sea. It kept her awake. Not more
than an hour since, Mrs. Pardiston bidding her good-night had said,
"Come to me if you want anything, my dears. You know where my room is."
Recollection of those words sent her flying out of bed. She felt she
must go and make confession. Out in the wide corridor she was directed
by a stream of light that came from under her hostess’s door. She
knocked at it ever so gently, and was bidden to enter. She opened it
and stood on the threshhold, hesitating.
Mrs. Pardiston was sitting up in bed, reading. Maggy’s subsequent
impression of her was always that of a white-haired Madonna crowned with
folds of soft lace.
"May I come in? Am—am I disturbing you?" she asked timidly.
"No, my dear. I never get to sleep for hours. But what is it?"
Maggy closed the door. Barefooted, in her nightgown, with her hair
ruffled, she looked and felt like a child caught in some reprehensible
act.
"I didn’t know whether you knew we—I—I’m a chorus-girl," she stammered.
Mrs. Pardiston shut her book. She had been reading the story of the
birth of Jesus. That lonely vigil of Mary and her outcast Son, the
friendlessness and loneliness of it, had its special appeal on this the
dawn of its anniversary. Her heart was touched. For some unknown
reason also it went out to the girl so wistfully standing by her bed.
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