The Honorable Peter Stirling and What People Thought of HimFord, Paul Leicester
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The Honorable Peter Stirling and What People Thought of Him
Ford, Paul Leicester
Labor movement -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Political fiction; Tenement houses -- Fiction
In truth, Peter was not worrying any longer over what Leonore said or
did to him. He was merely enjoying her companionship. He was at once
absolutely happy, and absolutely miserable. Happy in his hope.
Miserable in its non-certainty. To make a paradox, he was confident
that she loved him, yet he was not sure. A man will be absolutely
confident that a certain horse will win a race, or he will be certain
that a profit will accrue from a given business transaction. Yet, until
the horse has won, or the profit is actually made, he is not assured.
So it was with Peter. He thought that he had but to speak, yet dared
not do it. The present was so certain, and the future might have such
agonies. So for two days he merely followed Leonore about, enjoying her
pretty ways and hardly heeding her snubs and petulance. He was very
silent, and often abstracted, but his silence and abstraction brought
no relief to Leonore, and only frightened her the more, for he hardly
let her out of his sight, and the silent devotion and tenderness were
so obvious that Leonore felt how absolutely absurd was her pretence of
unconsciousness. In his very “Miss D’Alloi” now, there was a tone in
his voice and a look in his face which really said the words: “My
darling.” Leonore thought this was a mean trick, of apparently
sustaining the conventions of society, while in reality outraging them
horribly, but she was helpless to better his conduct. Twice unwittingly
he even called her “Leonore” (as he had to himself for two months),
thereby terribly disconcerting the owner of that name. She wanted to
catch him up and snub him each time, but she was losing her courage.
She knew that she was walking on a mine, and could not tell what chance
word or deed of hers would bring an explosion. “And then what can I say
to him?” she asked.
What she said was this:
Peter came downstairs the third evening of his stay “armed and equipped
as the law directs” for a cotillion. In the large hallway, he found
Leonore, likewise in gala dress, resting her hand on the tall mantel of
the hall, and looking down at the fire. Peter stopped on the landing to
enjoy that pose. He went over every detail with deliberation. But girl,
gown, and things in general, were much too tempting to make this
distant glimpse over lengthy. So he descended to get a closer view. The
pose said nothing, and Peter strolled to the fire, and did likewise.
But if he did not speak he more than made up for his silence with his
eyes.
Finally the pose said, “I suppose it’s time we started?”
“Some one’s got to speak,” the pose had decided. Evidently the pose
felt uneasy under that silent gaze.
“It’s only a little past ten,” said Peter, who was quite satisfied with
the _status quo_.
Then silence came again. After this had held for a few moments, the
pose said: “Do say something!”
“Something,” said Peter. “Anything else I can do for you?”
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