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He recalled what the rector of St. Barnabas had said to him the morning
he had gone in to inspect the Mills window--that walls do not make
the church, that the true edifice is within man’s own breast. Lindley
shouldn’t say things like that, to perplex the hearer, baffle him,
create a disagreeable uneasiness! This hint of a God whose tabernacle
is in every man’s heart was displeasing. Mills didn’t like the idea
of carrying God around with him. To grant any such premise would be
to open the way for doubts as to his omnipotence in his own world;
and Franklin Mills was not ready for that. He groped for a deity
who wouldn’t be a nuisance, like a disagreeable guest in the house,
upsetting the whole establishment! God should be a convenience, subject
to call like a doctor or a lawyer. But how could a man reach Lindley’s
God, who wasn’t in the church at all, but within man himself?
In his pondering he came back to his own family. He didn’t know
Shepherd; he didn’t know Leila. And this was all wrong. He knew
Millicent Harden better than he knew either of his children.
He had friends who were good pals with their children, and he wondered
how they managed it. Maybe it was the spirit of the age that was the
trouble. It was a common habit to fix responsibility for all the
disturbing moral and social phenomena of the time on the receding World
War, or the greed for gain, or the diminished zeal for religion. This
brought him again to God; uncomfortable--the reflection that thought in
all its circling and tangential excursions does somehow land at that
mysterious door.... Leila must be dealt with. She was much too facile
in dissimulation. He was confident that no other Mills had ever been
like that.
When they reached home he followed Leila into her room. He took the
cigarette she offered him and sat down in the low rocking chair she
pulled out for him--a befrilled feminine contrivance little to his
taste. Utterly at a loss as to how he could most effectively reprimand
her for her attempted deception and give her to understand that he
would never countenance a marriage with Thomas, he was relieved when
she took the initiative.
“I _was_ naughty, Dada!” she said. “But Freddy was going over to the
Burtons’ tonight and I had told him I’d be there--that’s all. I wasn’t
just crazy about going to the farm.”
She held a match for him, extinguished it with a flourish, and after
lighting her own cigarette dropped down on the chaise longue with
a weary little sigh. If she had remained standing or had sat down
properly in a chair, his rôle as the stern, aggrieved parent would have
been simpler. Leila was so confoundedly difficult, so completely what
he wished she was not!
“About this Thomas----” he began.
“Oh, pshaw! Don’t you bother a little tiny bit about him. I’m just
teasing him along.”
“I must say your talk over the telephone sounded pretty serious to me!”
“Oh, bunk! All the girls talk to men that way these days--it doesn’t
mean anything!”
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