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While Mills bore the marks of suffering and had plainly undergone a
serious illness, his voice had something of its old resonance and
his eyes were clear and alert. He spoke of Shep, with a poignant
tenderness, but left no opening for sympathy. His grief was his own;
not a thing to be exposed to another or traded upon. Bruce marveled at
him. The man, even in his weakness, challenged admiration. The rain had
begun to patter on the sill of an open window and Bruce went to close
it. When he returned to the bed Mills asked for an additional pillow
that he might sit up more comfortably, and Bruce adjusted it for him.
He was silent for a moment; his fingers played with the edge of the
coverlet; he appeared to be thinking intently.
“There are things, Storrs,” he remarked presently, “that are not helped
by discussion. That night I had you to dine with me we both played
about a certain fact without meeting it. I am prepared to meet it now.
You are my son. I don’t know that there’s anything further to be said
about it.”
“Nothing,” Bruce answered.
“If you were not what you are I should never have said this to you. I
was in love with your mother and she loved me. It was all wrong and the
wrong was mine. And in various ways I have paid the penalty.” He passed
his hand slowly over his eyes and went on. “It may be impertinent, but
there’s one thing I’d like to ask. What moved you to establish yourself
here?”
“There was only one reason. My mother was the noblest woman that ever
lived! She loved you till she died. She would never have told me of you
but for a feeling that she wanted me to be near you--to help in case
you were in need. That was all.”
“That was all?” Mills repeated, and for the first time he betrayed
emotion. He lay very still. Slowly his hand moved along the coverlet
to the edge of the bed until Bruce took it in his own. “You and I have
been blessed in our lives; we have known the love of a great woman.
That was like her,” he ended softly; “that was Marian.”
The nurse came in to see if he needed anything, and he dismissed her
for the night. He went on talking in quiet, level tones--of his early
years, of the changing world, Bruce encouraging him by an occasional
question but heeding little what he said. If Mills had whined, begged
forgiveness or offered reparation, Bruce would have hated him. But
Mills was not an ordinary man. No ordinary man would have made the
admission he had made, or, making it, would have implored silence,
exacted promises....
“Millicent--you see her, I suppose?” Mills asked after a time.
“Yes; I see her quite often.”
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