"So she will see my grandmother," he said, at last. "That is a step,
certainly, but--" he turned quickly to Akbar Khân, "it seems
impossible!"
The quondam chief-eunuch giggled like a girl. "Nothing is impossible
with women, oh, Protector of the Poor!" he said; then, with a jaunty
air of self-satisfaction, went on, "and this dust-like one has
experience. She will see the female relation to-night after approved
custom, and, since this is after the habits of the _sahib-logue_, she
would perhaps see the--the Nawab-_sahib_ tomorrow."
Roshan wheeled again in his walk at both the title and the suggestion,
half indignantly, yet with a reluctant eagerness. "See--see me! Did she
say aught of it?"
"A woman's wishes for a lover go not near her tongue, _Huzoor_; they
keep to her heart," replied Akbar, still with his jaunty craft; "but if
this visit of the female relation be auspicious, as God send it, then
there would be no hindrance to the asking; and even if she said nay--"
Something in his hearer's face warned the old sinner he had to do with
some novel code of conduct, and he paused, while Roshan continued his
pacing.
He was disturbed beyond bounds. The foolish dream of a foolish old
woman had come to be so far a reality, that the jealousy which had
blazed up instinctively at the sight of Laila in that dress--so like a
woman of his race--alone with a strange man, had come to be deliberate.
More than once he had felt inclined to tell Pidar Narâyan what he had
seen, even to write an anonymous letter of warning. He would have done
so had he seen any subsequent hint of intimacy between these two. But
he saw none; on the contrary, they seemed to avoid each other in
public; and though this might be a blind, on the other hand Roshan had
seen too much of some English women's ways not to know how trivial an
offence against the proprieties it was to sit out dances in a balcony!
Undoubtedly, however, this girl, who had taken his presents on the sly,
who would receive his ambassadress on the sly, was not one whom it was
necessary to treat with great ceremony. She was what the English
language called a flirt; his own a stronger term. Not that it mattered,
since no wife of his would have a chance of amusing herself.
So, after a while, he paused to say--with a scowl for the toothless
grinning survival of a past society--"I would I knew if it were wise to
trust thee? Why shouldst thou take the trouble thou dost? What is the
affair to thee?"
Akbar's face was a study in sheer dignity. "'Tis but my duty, Cherisher
of the Poor!" he said, almost pathetically. "For what other service
were such as I am created?"
The hateful tragedy of this confession of degradation passed Roshan by;
he saw nothing in it but an appeal to facts which gave him confidence.
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