She frowned angrily. "No! To work--to help--to give my sympathy--to
stand hand in hand with someone who, as he does, gives himself, as I
do, to the great work. To someone whose life will be mine--whom I can
respect and admire and--and love--in the best sense of the word--" Her
voice, gaining confidence from its own statements, rose almost
passionately.
Lance looked at her with his clear eyes, and nodded. "Yes! I quite
understand. But what has that to do with marrying him? How will
the--the great Work be furthered by your having to look after the house
and all that? And it isn't as if you couldn't give the help and
sympathy without marrying a fellow. Even the love--at least I think so.
Now, I want to marry you, because--"
"Yes,--" she said severely, as he paused--she felt glad to change
places with him in the witness box--
"Because, to begin with, it doesn't seem possible for me to live my
life--I mean my everyday life, trying to rub along, you know, without
doing any harm; keeping things going as--as my people have always kept
them, unless you help me. And then--" he paused again--"from the first
moment I saw you, you reminded me--" he paused so long this time that a
faint wonder as to what he was going to say next made her heart beat,
as she watched him leaning over the balcony, looking dreamily at that
fading likeness of a dead 'King of the Dead.'
"I don't suppose anyone had a happier, jollier childhood than I had,"
he said suddenly, "though I was an orphan. I lived at Tregarthen, you
know." He turned to her as he spoke, and smiled. "You should have seen
my grandfather and grandmother, Miss Shepherd. They were like the
double Christmas number of an illustrated paper! She used to boast that
she never saw a naughty child; and she never did, for the dear old lady
always walked out of the room promptly when we tried it on. I remember
it used to take the starch out awfully, having no audience. But it was
the same in everything. It beat even a boy to be really bad in that
house, somehow. Yes! we had jolly times! You would have liked it--you
would like it now"--he turned swiftly and held out both hands--"Come to
it!--Come, and be Lady Carlyon as she was! People may say all that
means nothing, but it means everything to a woman to be able to count
on an inheritance like that for her--" he broke off as some of the
others came out into the balcony, and bending closer to her, went on in
a low voice, "I've said nothing of my love--you know all that--and I
think--Yes--" his voice took a note of certainty--"I think you--you like
me well enough--don't you?"
There was something so truth-compelling in his face, his voice, that
she felt thankful for the tepid word _like_--
"I like you very much, Sir Lancelot," she said, trying not to let her
voice betray the absolute tenderness she felt, "but, as you told me
just now, that is no reason why I should marry you."
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