But this was between themselves; this could hurt no one. By and by, of
course, he would insist on a commonplace engagement, and a wedding.
Yes! a commonplace wedding. He had, despite his vague repugnance to her
origin, made up his mind to that. No one but an utter cad could take
what he was taking, and then shake his bridle rein and ride away. But
for the present, it was the most absolutely perfect bit of romance in
his whole life. He could not, would not give it up. Laila was right!
This was the essence. As a rule, people mixed love, diluted it, were
vaguely ashamed of its absorbing influence. But when you came to
analyze even the diluted feeling, its virtue lay in this irrational
content, this desire for nothing better than this best of
pleasures--this paradise of a woman's or a man's love.
He laughed, suddenly, at the memory of Laila's quick grasp of his
meaning when Muriel had overheard his remark about the time. Such
quickness, in the latter, would have made him revolt from it; but with
Laila it was different. A passionate gratitude to the girl to whom
fear, remorse, the very possibility of change seemed unknown, rose up
and claimed him. Dear little girl! She was so absolutely single-minded
in her love for him. How could anyone expect him to forego the luxury
of such love yet awhile?
In thinking Laila single-minded, Vincent thought the truth, so far as
he was concerned. If love, passionate as Juliet's, and far more
innocent in one way, far more _rusé_ in another, ever existed, hers was
that love. Nevertheless, its very integrity made her curiously cunning
in regard to anything which threatened to disturb that idyll in the
garden. So, at that very moment, when Vincent looked up at her windows
asserting her absolute lack of pretence and single-mindedness, she was
pitting her wits against old Akbar Khân in a manner worthy of her
grandmother, Anâri Begum; since Akbar, far more than her guardian, was
to be feared. The latter, honest man, went to his bed, beyond the
chapel, at ten of the clock precisely; but Akbar, who from ancient
habit was given to prowling about at night, and napping in odd corners,
had many chances of discovery. During the last few days, however, when
she, for her own purposes, had let him talk, he had become so garrulous
regarding his past that she had recognized in him an unscrupulous
confidant, with whom, in face of the possibility of requiring one, it
was wise to remain on terms.
So, as she lounged on the sofa, she listened to his endless talk with
tolerance.
"Nay!" she interrupted at last. "If, as thou sayest she will, she
brings me more dresses and jewels, she may call me Begum, and hint at
my being one, really, a thousand times over! Why not? Begum and
Princess are the same, and my great-grandmother in Italy was that.
Pidar Narâyan told me so to-day."
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