And then, suddenly, his heart a-tremble for the first time, he drew
back from his own fervour almost apologetically; for the scared look of
the face seen through those earth-atoms had brought it home to him that
this was no dream. This was Erda Shepherd herself, the woman who was
the "_dearest atom of God's earth_" to him. And she had come back, for
what? Not to listen to his passion, anyhow.
"What is the matter?" he asked briefly, sternly; for it came home to
him also that the cause must be grave.
She gave a little shiver; the hearing of that first greeting had upset
her calm, her courage, at last. Yet they had been firm till then; and,
Heaven knows! the long hours of slipping through the rapids in the wake
of that heaving, plunging mass of logs had been trying enough to
anyone. Then for the last half hour, since Am-ma had cut the raft
adrift to follow them at its leisure through the slacker currents, and,
in obedience to her order, had forged ahead with his paddle, her
anxiety had risen to fever-pitch; since the night, so far as she could
judge, must be waning fast, and her errand would be useless if she were
not in Eshwara before the dawn. For, as she had listened to Am-ma's
garrulous talk while he steered, the conviction had grown that the
danger to peace and safety--if there was any--lay in the future, not in
the past; that this dawn, and not yesterday's, was to be the signal for
the insensate, almost incredible attempt to wreck authority. An attempt
which yet--incredible, insensate though it be--might bring death to--to
one she held very dear.
She admitted so much now to herself, and, pulling that self together,
looked that dear one in the face. "There is a good deal the matter,"
she said. "You had better call Captain Dering to hear it, too; it will
save time."
He nodded acquiescence, but ere he left her, the instinct in him to
guard his "_dearest atom_" to the uttermost from others, made him set a
chair for her, and, glancing round for a wrap, take the mess jacket he
had laid aside for a smoking coat, and fold it round her. For the air
had grown suddenly chill, as it always does in a sand-storm.
"You must be cold in that dress," he said. As he did so the daintiness
of it struck him, the scent of the orange blossoms made him turn pale.
Despite his hurry, his certainty that something serious was ahead, he
paused to ask sharply: "That is your wedding dress, isn't it?"--
"I am not married, if you mean that!" she answered as sharply. Then she
flushed up angrily, more at the comprehension shown in her own answer
than the meaning in his question, and burst out: "What does it matter
if I am--or if it is? Go! I tell you, and call Captain Dering!"
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