Old as he was, this very night had brought him--with the thought that
Death could not delay much longer, and that next _Vaisakh_ festival
might find him no lonely watcher--that thrill of self-absorption in
another self, that claim for all, which is the essence of passion. For
this woman, waiting for him in the land where there is no marrying or
giving in marriage, was still a woman; still the one of all God's
creatures whom he claimed, and who claimed him, even as the first woman
claimed the first man in Paradise.
So he had passed the night watches of the Festival of Spring: as he had
always passed them. Partly in his room, that room made holy by her
presence in his heart, partly in the chapel, made holy by the Bodily
Presence of Him for Whose sake he had renounced her. The two holinesses
were inextricably mixed in Pidar Narâyan's mind.
He had finished one of the masses for the repose of a sinning yet
sainted soul, and, before repeating the next, was confessing his own
repentance in his room, when that hasty footstep along the passage,
which alarmed those two lovers in the balcony nearer the garden, had
resounded through the arches. It had disturbed, but not startled him,
its very boldness reassuring him of its right to be there. Probably it
was some messenger from the police camp or the Fort. So he had risen
from his knees calmly and passed into the chapel, which lay between his
room and the balcony, in order to see who it could be. For the candles
were lit on the Altar and sent a faint light into the vaulted passage
beyond.
It was as he paused, in passing, to do homage to that Bodily Presence
upon the Altar, which was ready--as he was in his robes--for the
service of love which was to him, as a priest, his duty, as a man a joy
unspeakable, that the pistol-shot came clamouring through the arches,
followed by those despairing cries.
What they were he could not distinguish, but that they were urgent was
unmistakable, and had he been young as he had been on that night long
years ago in the balcony above the pale flood of the Tiber, he could
not have been quicker to reach the armoury, seize the long rapier,
which he had not used, save in play, since those ruffling days in Rome,
and run out into the wide, dim passage whence the sound had reached
him.
None too soon! Someone was already flying down it. He pulled himself up
for attack, but the figure ere he could lunge at it was past him,
desperate, indifferent, flinging him against the wall as it continued
its reckless way to the outer door, where, with swift opening and
closing, it disappeared into the crowded courtyard, out of
sight--beyond recall!
He stood for a moment, stupefied. What was Roshan Khân doing there? For
that faint light from the Altar had given him a glimpse of a familiar,
dark face, Roshan Khân's without a doubt!
"Laila! Laila!"
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