He blew it out deliberately. If a man had to die, he might as well die
in the dark. He was glad, a moment later, of the darkness. It shut out
reality and left him to dreams; to vague hopes, to kindly
forgetfulness, to Erda's face. How plucky she had been! Well! even
if he _had_ to be drowned like a rat in a sewer, he must not be behind
her. The pathetic comfort of kindly memory, which with strange
unreason--since it enhances the value of the life that is being
left--makes the face of death seem less stern to poor humanity, came to
him and absorbed him. If he died and she lived, she would not forget
him; he knew that.
And still the water rose.
It must be rising now, he thought, in the Pool of Immortality, and the
eager, patient faces that had been waiting for it so long must be
showing glad in the grey light of the dawn.
For the dawn was coming to the world, though he would not see it.
Strange, incomprehensible thought, even though the reality of it was so
certain, so close. Incomprehensible? Say rather, impossible; frankly
impossible! He could not be going to die!
He shifted the unlit torch to a still higher crevice--almost a ledge in
the rock--and waited incredulously for the water to rise.
And as he waited in the dark, someone else in the grey dawn, to whom
death was more familiar, to whom, in a way, it was the one great
certainty of Life, was feeling the same frank incredulity at the
thought of the immediate future.
For Dr. Dillon, when he found himself alone on the roof of the gaol
gate with an unconscious woman and a child, knew that the end could not
be far off. With Vincent dead, and Eugene cut off by the stern
necessity for keeping that door shut, he could not hope for more than a
brief, savage resistance--and then? Failure, inevitable failure, unless
help came; and that seemed far as ever.
As yet, dazed by that closing of the door, that desperate, triumphant
death of the man with his back to it--a death which had gained them
nothing--the prisoners were still huddled together, crushed out of
further action, at the far end of the alley. So the courtyard was
clear, free from assailants. But that could only be for a minute or
two. There was an ominous rending and hewing at the gate below; ere
long those outside would be inside, and with a leader who would know
what to do. So life could only be an affair of moments; yet it seemed
incredible, more than incredible, that all his strong will and
determination would not avail even to save those helpless creatures in
his charge. He stooped hurriedly and lifted the still unconscious woman
in his arms, carried her into the turret, closed the door on her and
the child--frightened now for the first time at her mother's
silence--and returned to wait and watch. It was all he could do for
them, unless fate gave him a chance of appealing for them to Roshan
Khân. But even then there could be no bargaining, no compromise, no
surrender!
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