"All for nothing!" he muttered to himself, almost petulantly. "Poor
Dering!" So, swiftly he passed down the alley,--swiftly, but
hopelessly; for he knew what those iron shackles meant on a man's bare
head.
He drew the body to one side with tender care, then knocked at the
closed door and called to the man within. "Smith, open the door! You'd
better come out--I think it's all over now; be quick, please."
There was a pause, then a fumbling at the bolts and bars. So, in that
grey, cold light, a figure stood at the open door, tall, gaunt, with a
hunted look in its eyes, almost a terror, as they looked down--down to
the threshold--down for what they knew should be there.
"Dering?" asked Eugene Smith, rather hoarsely; then, seeing what lay to
one side, covered his eyes from the sight with a cry like a woman's,
and trembled all over. That strain of patient, idle inaction had been
awful.
"Oh, God damn them!" burst out the doctor, fiercely. "And all for
nothing--for nothing. At least I think so. Come on, Smith, and make
sure."
For nothing! For nothing!
The words were echoing in Roshan's brain also, as with loose rein,
recklessly, he galloped over the frail bridge of boats, making it
quiver and thunder beneath his horse's hoofs, and send curved waves of
light and shadow over the clear, steely surface of the water, seen like
a polished shield in the dawn. The air was clear also; the distant
hills steel grey as the water, the sky steel grey as the hills. And
there was the bright keenness as of a glittering sword in the chill
breeze that swept from west to east. But Roshan did not feel it; he was
absorbed in himself, in the useless battle of his life.
For nothing! For nothing!
He did not even hear the soft yet sonorous roar, beginning like the
rush of a big breaker on a beach, ending with a wild, musical note,
like the wail of new-weaned lambs and their mothers on a lone hillside,
which suddenly echoed out over the water, making those who galloped
behind look at each other and whisper joyfully:--
"'Tis all right, _Khân-sahib_," said one, urging his horse alongside;
"the pilgrims are waiting still--hear you not their cry? They grow
impatient!"
Roshan looked at him with lack-lustre eyes. What were the pilgrims to
him, or their impatience? What was salvation, immortality, to one whose
only desire was death--death and forgetfulness? He dug his spurs into
his horse, savagely glad to give pain, and rode on.
"_Hârâ! Hârî! Harî! Hârâ!_"
The roar was articulate now, and those behind looked doubtfully at each
other.
"If it should be the miracle?" suggested one conspirator; but another
shook his head, "How can that be? None know the trick save those two,
Gu-gu and Am-ma, and they are safe."
"Unless it _be_ a miracle," put in a third, almost timidly. "God's club
makes no noise, and the night has been full of marvels."
So an uneasy silence fell upon the rest.
"_Hârâ! Hârî! Hârî! Hârâ!_"
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