"I was only thinking there was very little to tell," she put in
quickly. She was not even going to allow that, in keeping this incident
to herself, she was giving it any importance. She had told herself
during the last few days that it had been unfortunate, that was all.
Otherwise it was trivial; since it did not, could not, alter her
decision. On the contrary, it strengthened it; just as a temptation
resisted always strengthened that resistance.
So, in the balcony where lovers had sat and talked of love, those two
sat talking of that midsummer night's dream, of everything but love. Of
Vincent Dering's song, of the raft, of Lance's experience as he clung
to the highest crevice, and felt the water stop steady between his knee
and his ankle. Of his incredulity when Am-ma appeared, and his
immediate lapse into unconsciousness; chiefly, he supposed, because
there was no need for further endurance. Of how he had no notion of
anything till he found himself lying on a string bed in the sun, right
away on the other side of the town, whither Am-ma had brought him, by
Heaven knows what secret passage.
So, as the shadows grew long, they seemed to invade Lance's face, and
bring a doubt to it.
"I haven't seen Am-ma since," he said, "so I haven't found out yet why
on earth he came to look for me?"
Erda rose and held out her hand. "We were all looking for you, Mr.
Carlyon," she said quietly, "and we were all very glad to find you.
And--and I am very sorry to--to lose you."
He rose too, stiffly, and, taking her hand, held it while he looked
into her face steadily.
"Good-by, Miss Shepherd--I'm--I'm sorry it has to be that--but you know
best. And thank you for telling me--so much." He paused, and his hand
tightened on hers a little. "Thanks all round, for _that!_ It has been
the truth between us, hasn't it, always? And so--though it has been a
bit rough--Good-by!"
There was a pause, a curious pause.
"Good-by," she echoed dully, her face grown very pale. His hand left
hers gently. She turned and faced the garden, where the shadows were
invading the blaze of colour, and the coming cool was sending the scent
of the orange-blossoms into the air. The water-maze, with its marble
ledges, where there was but room for the feet of a laughing girl, lay
still and glistening before her. The palace, with its fanciful nooks,
its illogical recesses, its suggestion of elusive pleasures beyond the
pale of solid reality, rose up into the sky.
And something in the scene came home to her with the sense that all
this, in its way, was real also. That this was part of the truth. The
truth which she had not told.
"_It has been the truth between us, hasn't it, always?_"
She turned suddenly to where Lance stood; turned to find him leaning
over the balcony, looking down into the water with a listlessness he
had held in check till then; and a great wave of remorse swept through
her.
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