Her very indignation betrayed her, and he smiled kindly. "Perhaps not,"
he said. Then he paused, hesitated, finally leant nearer, with a look
of resolve in his queer, intelligent face. "But I will tell you what I
can do. I can sacrifice my self-respect and tell you a bit of my
personal history which I never meant you to know, but which may help to
cure--your headache." His voice, usually so dry, had a softness in it,
though he went on without the faintest emotion. "Mrs. Smith, I have
done myself the honour for nearly three years, of considering you as
near perfection as a woman can he. Allow me to finish, please! I have
done more. I have been, as the phrase runs, in love with my ideal of
perfection; but I think you will admit that I have never allowed my
feelings to give you, myself, or anyone else a--shall we say, a nervous
headache? Now, after that, don't you think we had better start?"
He rose in quite a matter-of-fact way, took up his hat, and waited for
her answer.
He had to wait some time, while the petulance of her renewed rocking
ceased gradually in a determined rhythm, and he felt his courage going
down to his boots. It was heroic treatment, but she was a healthy
subject, and her anger would pass. Anything was better than letting her
perfection suffer.
The even creak of the rocker ended at last, and she rose, as he had
risen, calmly, and faced him.
"I quite understand now what you meant, Dr. Dillon," she said
freezingly, "and why you did not care to explain. I shall, of course,
never be able to forgive you for daring to dream such a thing possible,
but--"
"But," he interrupted, without a quiver, "you will take that half
whiskey-and-soda. Here! _qui-hi! Whiskey sharâb belâtee pani la'o
juldi; mem-sahiba jata hai_. (Bring whiskey-and-soda; the _mem_ is
going.)"
Perhaps the command of that assertion helped her to a decision. At any
rate she did not countermand it, but spent the rather awkward pause
which inevitably ensued in a perfect field-day of her hat-pins among
her curls and veil. Whereat George Dillon, despite a certain bruised
feeling, smiled, telling himself she was a true woman.
Nevertheless when, as she was stepping into the dogcart, his friendly
help came necessarily to the fore again, she reverted to her dignified
resentment. "I ought," she said stiffly, "to have thanked you for--for
your good opinion of me, and your evident desire to be kind. I do so
now. But I fear it will be quite impossible for me to forget or forgive
the delusion."
"That is quite a minor matter," he put in, gleefully. "Now, cheer up,
Bacilla, you brute, or we shall be late," Bacilla being his term of
abuse for a pony which required a little stick.
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