Once I made the circuit of the tent and got “behind the scenes.” The
waggon-houses were drawn up side by side at the back. Thick smoke was
pouring from their slender chimneys--as if from green wood, and from
the odour some witch’s broth must have been in course of preparation.
Several raw-boned horses were wandering at liberty, as if they had
not the strength to go far, under the indulgent watch of dogs whose
indolence reassured me. A parroquet was fluttering from roof to roof.
On the steps of one waggon a woman was sitting clothed in rags which
unblushingly revealed her amber skin, combing her hair in the sun; the
black mass which she drew forward cast a shadow over all her face,
hiding it from me, though it alone interested me. A bronzed old fellow
was smoking his pipe with a majesty like that of the old shepherd in
his russet mantle, walking before his sheep with even pace toward the
mountain. Some half-naked children, brown and curly-headed, crawling
among the waggons, were hustling one another, exchanging thumps, when
suddenly a door opened and out bounced a termagant, holding a stewpan
in her left hand and with her right restoring peace by means of a few
sound slaps.
This spectacle in no way cooled my curiosity. Has the wrong side of a
theatre ever cooled the interest of amateurs or the zeal of actors?
What was not my delight then when grandfather, returning from a walk,
proposed to take me inside. I imagine he was going in on his own
account and was far from suspecting my longings.
We entered. The orchestra, composed of a cornopean, two small flutes
and a clavier which some one struck with two rulers--I was unfamiliar
with the dulcimer--were making such a clatter as quite to drown out the
faithful and monotonous drum outside. Little by little we grew used
to it and through all the noise I soon became aware of a sort of call,
at once indescribably sad, sweet and authoritative, and so insistent
that no one could resist it. In later years the Hungarian dances gave
me a better understanding of the longing which I then felt. The sound
brought before me unknown, far distant lands, and all the pleasures of
vague pain. I longed to extend my arms to hasten the future. It was,
as it were, a new apprehension of the still more vague sensation which
Aunt Deen’s cradle song had awakened in me:
Si Dieu favorise
Ma noble entreprise
J’irai-z-à Venise
Couler d’heureux jours.
And I dimly realised that The House would never fulfil my dream. We
didn’t hear such music there.
Powdered clowns in parti-coloured red and yellow costumes and little
pointed caps played tricks upon one another which excited the laughter
of the crowd and disgusted me. I had not come to witness buffoonery,
but had expected, without quite knowing what, a noble and moving
spectacle. Happily a tight-rope dancer restored my serenity, for it was
with difficulty that she preserved her equilibrium, seeming likely at
any moment to fall to the ground.
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