I have forgotten no incident of that scene and am certain of having
reconstructed it in its integrity, and if not in the same words
at least in equivalent ones. As I had been successively born into
a mysterious longing by a word of the shepherd who was leading his
sheep to the mountain, into the knowledge of liberty by a walk with
grandfather in the wild forest, into the sense of beauty by having
met the lady in white, into the disquietude of love because Nazzarena
had told me with a laugh that I was her little lover, so now I was
born into a knowledge of human wickedness, to which all my childhood
had been a stranger. Aunt Deen’s famous they, at whom I scoffed after
having vainly sought them around me, did then exist, and Martinod was
one of them, and the gentle and gay Casenave, whom my father had cured,
and the old photographer Galurin, and the two artists!
This unexpected revelation completely upset me. People went to the café
to enjoy themselves and not to hatch plots. They drank vari-coloured
drinks and made jokes the while. No, it could not be possible! A doubt
swept over me, both because of grandfather’s calmness, and because the
“go away” which dismissed me had been somewhat brusque and aroused in
me a desire to take the other side. Perhaps that scrap of paper was
indeed not worth reading.
The next day I was in mother’s room when father came in with his hat
on, coming straight in from outside without stopping in the vestibule.
He took off his hat hastily, and we saw that his face was animated and
suffused with colour. He had his grand air of a battle, and he laughed
as if pleased.
“I have slapped Martinod’s face,” he said simply, as if he had said, “I
have been to see such and such a patient.”
“Oh, dear, oh, dear!” murmured my mother; “what will he invent against
you now?”
I heard Aunt Deen running heavily, shaking the floor, rushing in like a
whirlwind. She had heard my father’s words from a distance.
“Well done, Michel; well done!” she cried, all out of breath. “They
are beaten; well done!”
There was one who didn’t haggle over the defence of the house!
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