I saw her in the distance, stumbling under the heavy trappings of her
horse, and she made a little gesture of adieu as she disappeared behind
one of the waggons. It seemed to me as if she was already far off, and
I managed to walk away.
Where should I go? Associating the cruelty of my family with
Nazzarena’s departure, I could not go back home. What consolation, what
support would I have found there? Father had forbidden me to go out: I
could judge of the reception which awaited me. I wandered up and down
the streets among the people in their Sunday best, absent-mindedly
bumping against one or another, who hurled at me the epithet of
blockhead, or boor. I almost enjoyed it, so tempestuously did I long
to change the character of my pain. Powerless to direct my steps, I
automatically found myself at the Café des Navigateurs. Grandfather
would understand me; grandfather was the embodiment of that security
for which that dear Martinod was working.
The room was crowded, and I suddenly felt comforted by the atmosphere
of tobacco and anise, the stir and movement. I lost the immediate sense
of my grief, I was even able to perceive distinctly that something
solemn and unusual was going on. A decision of capital importance had
been arrived at, and from the way they were talking it seemed to me
that this was one of those historic events that by and by boys would
study in school. Grandfather was the object of a thousand testimonials
of honour and admiration. They were crowding around him, congratulating
him, shaking hands with him, though this he resisted. And champagne was
being brought--highest favour! Champagne on a day like this! I began to
feel deeply moved, all the more that no one offered me any.
“A goblet!” cried Martinod, that dear Martinod who certainly _was_
good to me; “a goblet for the little fellow!”
And lifting high his own, with a grand gesture he proclaimed,
“To the election of Father Rambert! To the victory of the Republic!”
“Bravo!” exclaimed the faithful Galurin.
Callus and Merinos were overflowing with happiness: no doubt they were
foreseeing that era of Beauty which they had so often anticipated in my
hearing. As for Casenave, he was supporting the weight of his head with
both hands, his vague eyes perhaps fixed upon some vision. The barmaid
was inclining the bottle over his glass: he may have seen in her one of
those beautiful ladies in empire gowns who used to come down through
the ceiling of his garret to give him drinks and visit him openly.
“_Ziou_!” he exclaimed, sitting up.
As he gazed upon the frothing beverage, and the golden stream, he was
seized with a convulsive shudder. His trembling hands failed to grasp
the goblet, and he hiccoughed with impotent greed.
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