“They let you come up?” he asked.
Why should he ask? I had asked permission of no one. He merely shrugged
his shoulders and became the philosopher once more--“Oh, it’s all the
same to me.”
The four windows of the tower commanded all the roads. It was my plan
to watch from this lookout for the train of waggons. They were loaded,
they would advance slowly. I calculated that I should have time to
overtake them. Which way would they go? I had no notion. I imagined
that they would take the road for Italy, and I watched that one
especially.
I had stationed myself before one of the windows, half hidden by a
piece of furniture, when there came a knock at the door and father
entered. I thought he had come for me, and I at once knew that in
spite of my resolutions I should not resist. He had the same calm and
irresistible air of authority that he had had the evening before;
but, absorbed in his purpose, he did not so much as see me, and as he
walked directly to grandfather he even turned his back to me. Unless I
intervened he would not know I was there. After a brief but courteous
salutation he showed the newspaper he had in his hand--a local journal.
“This paper announces that you are presenting yourself for election at
the head of the list of the Left. Is that so, father?”
I could divine under the interrogative form of the simple phrase that
he was inwardly boiling with restrained anger.
At the gate of the town there was a blank wall overlooking the lake,
which was always swept by waves on windy or stormy days. My school
fellows and I used sometimes to amuse ourselves by running across
between two waves, at the risk of being wet by spray or even drenched
by some larger wave. On certain days when the storm, was severe, such
bravado was impossible. We used to say then that the tempest-tossed
lake was smoking. I had the sensation now that my way would be barred
in the same manner.
How can I have forgotten one traitor word of the conversation that
followed? Grandfather, according to his habit, merely replied--at once
gently and bravely (he detested scenes and usually avoided them, but
Martinod’s cowardice was not his style):
“I am free, I suppose.”
“No one is free,” replied my father, with a determined evenness of
voice which chilled me to the marrow. “All of us depend upon one
another. And you are aware that you are presenting yourself against
me.”
This time grandfather’s retort was more sharp. He would not give way,
he would defend himself. At last!
“I am presenting myself against no one,” he replied. “I simply present
myself--that is all. And I hinder no one from presenting himself. I say
again, Michel, every one is free to act according to his good pleasure.”
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