“The proprietor of the café. To whom should he send it? He brought it
himself, and by way of argument he simply said, ‘The boy had some of
it.’ My son was a partaker as well as my father; I am responsible,
since, for my part, I believe in the solidarity of the family. I paid
for Casenave, whose body bears already the promise of a drunkard’s
death; for Gallus and Merinos, poor wretches, incapable of the
slightest work; for that idle Galurin and that scoundrel Martinod.
Paying is of no consequence--I have been through worse than that, as
you know. But what errors have you taught this child? I must know all,
now, that I may uproot them from his heart like weeds from the garden.
Where is he going? What will he make of his life with that utopia of
liberty to which every hour of real life gives the lie--without the
stern discipline of home, without our faith? Don’t you know that what
maintains our race, every race, is the spirit of the family? Has not
life taught you that?”
I was moved by the tone in which he spoke. Always sensitive to the
melody of words, I caught them as they were uttered, and by them I can
now easily rise to the ideas which they expressed but which then passed
over my head.
“Have you finished?” asked grandfather, with an impertinence that moved
me to admiration.
“Yes, I have finished. I beg pardon for having raised my voice in the
presence of this child. He should at least know--you can bear witness
to that--that I have always been a respectful son.”
“Oh, you have paid my debts. And you are still paying them.”
“Is that all? And have you not at all times had the support of my
filial affection?”
“Of your protection.”
“My protection is extended only to shield you from those who desire
your ruin. And can’t you understand that in withdrawing this child from
my authority, disarming him for future conflicts, you are preparing the
way for the ruin of us all?”
Grandfather exclaimed, “Oh! oh!”--and went on in his turn:
“I should like to know what you are blaming me for. I took the boy to
walk when he needed it, and instilled into him the love of nature.”
“And not the love of his home.”
“Is it my fault that he prefers my society? I never try to teach,
for my part--I don’t go about preaching at all times and seasons
subordination, tradition, the principles of religion. I simply have
respect for life, for liberty if you prefer the word.”
“But liberty is not life. It destroys everything that should be
preserved.”
“Oh, don’t let us go over that discussion. What has happened to your
son happened to mine.”
“To me?”
“Yes, to you. When you were little another influence was substituted
for mine. The magistrate, the nurseryman, the lover of roses--”
“Your father.”
“Yes; he gave you a taste for trimmed trees, raked alleys, for laws,
human and divine, and what more!”
“Why do you lay it up against me that I am like all our race?”
“I saw you changing under my very eyes. Do you know whether I too did
not suffer to see it?”
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