We were too early at the station, and had to drag out the time in
the waiting-room and on the platform. Father busied himself with the
tickets and the baggage. A few family friends who had come to bid us
good-bye joined us with doleful faces and words of sympathy. Thus we
had to endure Mlle Tapinois,--whom I could never think of except in
her night dress with a candle in her hand, since I had recognised her
in the aged dove in “Scenes of Animal Life”--and Abbé Heurtevant,
who since the death of his monarch had grown bent, and could predict
nothing but misfortune. Nothing could take place in our town without
the whole population mixing in. Marriage, departure or death, the
public claimed its share. Mother was politely thanking all these people
whose presence so distressed her--she would fain have been alone with
her daughter, and I could see that she was enduring martyrdom. The last
moments of our being together were flying. Louise, Nicola and James
clung to Mélanie--Bernard was trying to brighten the conversation, but
his pleasantries fell wide of the mark. As for Stephen, absorbed, he
was doubtless thinking that it would soon be his turn, or perhaps he
was praying.
When the moment came, mother wanted to be the last to say good-bye; she
clasped her daughter to her breast without a word, then, relinquishing
her hold she whispered low,
“My child, I bless thee.”
I was beside her, waiting for my turn to say good-bye. I used to
imagine to myself a parent’s blessing as a solemn act, such as I had
seen it in pictures; but here it was given in the twinkling of an eye,
and without so much as the lifting of a hand.
But for the demonstrations of Mlle Tapinois, the abbé and several other
persons who made a point of uttering memorable words, one might have
thought that ours was just any ordinary going away. The train started.
Having got in last, I was nearest the door. My father invited me to
give that place to my sister. The invitation wounded me, for it sounded
too much like an order. Of course I ought to have thought first of
getting out of the way.
Mélanie extended her head from the window with no heed to the falling
rain. She waved her arm--then as the train rounded a curve she turned
back to the compartment with red eyes, but only to hasten to the other
window. I knew that she was looking for the house, which was visible
from that side. After that she sat down covering her face with her
hands. As she remained thus, without moving, father gently took her in
his arms.
“You know, my child, if it makes you too unhappy, I shall take you home
again.”
She raised her head, tears raining down her cheeks, and with a
heart-broken smile replied,
“Oh, father, it is truly my vacation. Only I have been so happy at
home,--and never again to see our mother, nor the house--it is hard?”
“And for us?” said my father.
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